helena
May 4th, 2003, 02:46 PM
Dear readers,
Yesterday I did someting horrible to my ex boyfriend. But I thought I had to do this for his own good.
He has been cheating on me and others. He lives sometimes with a woman who has two children.
He made a promise to her to act as their father. Any way he took me as his girlfriend, because he said he was only there for the sake of the children.
After 5 weeks no messages for him, I wanted to see him. I did!!!
With his arm around another girl!
This was shocking for as I almost gave up my parents for him. I fought very hard for him but he did not for me.
Of course I was hurt so I decided to write him a letter to confront him with his behaviour.
He takes marihuana, cigarettes and drinks a lot of alcohol. He had three marriages already.
I tried to wake him up by harsh words.
I regret my way of putting words down on paper,he seemed very angry with me for as I saw him yesterday.
He did not fight back with me, he did also not slamn me in the face. He accepted my words, only accused me for also not always telling the truth, which I do! I hate lies. This morning I prayed for him. It hurts me deeply to see him like this.
I don't care if he will not choose for me, I only hope he will get cured.
I did the I Ching for him, to see what will happen to him.
The I Ching answered me with this:
24. Fu/return with the moving lines 2, 3 and 6. Which means he will come back somewhere. I don't know if it will be me. With the second hexagram:
26 Ta Ch'u will this mean he will get cured in the end?
I hope someone will be able to explain this to me, for as I feel quilty to be so rude, but I truly hope I did it to help him.
I don't want him to die or slip away from earth like this.
Thank you very much already for taking your time and effort on this.
Love, Elaine
Yesterday I did someting horrible to my ex boyfriend. But I thought I had to do this for his own good.
He has been cheating on me and others. He lives sometimes with a woman who has two children.
He made a promise to her to act as their father. Any way he took me as his girlfriend, because he said he was only there for the sake of the children.
After 5 weeks no messages for him, I wanted to see him. I did!!!
With his arm around another girl!
This was shocking for as I almost gave up my parents for him. I fought very hard for him but he did not for me.
Of course I was hurt so I decided to write him a letter to confront him with his behaviour.
He takes marihuana, cigarettes and drinks a lot of alcohol. He had three marriages already.
I tried to wake him up by harsh words.
I regret my way of putting words down on paper,he seemed very angry with me for as I saw him yesterday.
He did not fight back with me, he did also not slamn me in the face. He accepted my words, only accused me for also not always telling the truth, which I do! I hate lies. This morning I prayed for him. It hurts me deeply to see him like this.
I don't care if he will not choose for me, I only hope he will get cured.
I did the I Ching for him, to see what will happen to him.
The I Ching answered me with this:
24. Fu/return with the moving lines 2, 3 and 6. Which means he will come back somewhere. I don't know if it will be me. With the second hexagram:
26 Ta Ch'u will this mean he will get cured in the end?
I hope someone will be able to explain this to me, for as I feel quilty to be so rude, but I truly hope I did it to help him.
I don't want him to die or slip away from earth like this.
Thank you very much already for taking your time and effort on this.
Love, Elaine