Hex 46.6 > 18 (Who can help?)

[sandor]

Dear Yi Friends:
I decided to meditate upon the changes my priorities have experienced throughout the past years.
I geared from meditation and spiritual environments to more fragmented physical needs, specially those concerning sensuality and pleasure, which I obviously had not experienced at the "right timing", let?s say.
At meditating, Hex. 46 turning into 18 surfaced my consciousness.
Any commentaries are welcome.
Thanks a lot, Sandor.-

[peace]

It sounds good Sandor.
46 Advancing,leads you to working on what's been spoiled.
Your meditation is leading you to the "hard" stuff.

It sounds like you have the opportunity to really look at the probably painful things that have been blocking you and dealing with them and hopefully putting them to rest.

Good luck,
Rosalie

[auriel]

"the hard stuff"- ascending into shadows; consider that the effort at understanding turned inward for you, which is good: you faced the most solvable mysteries- your own needs and desires.

but the wind penetrating into the earth of self(46) needs always to rise; its hard, but understanding needs to grow: that you are a bundle of desires, some that may need furthur work to control- but you have the means!; and you need to forgive/understand those who made you as you are.

all human timing is too late at some level. . .

[void]

Hi Sandor you wrote that while meditating 46 to 18 surfaced. You mean then you did not consult the Yi Jing with coins, sticks etc you just let a hexagram come to mind, complete with changing lines ?

[sandor]

Hi, Friends. I really appreciate your commentaries. They are helping me understand how to make peace with myself at some level.

Void: I did not explain clearly enough. I should have said that "while meditating, I cast the coins & Hex. 46.6 came to the surface and, consequently, Hex 18 was next". Could you share your ideas with me?

Thanks to you all, Sandor