xexxhoshi
March 6th, 2008, 05:14 PM
Hiya, after spending quite a lot of time lurking about here, I finally decided to join. ^_^;;
A lil (boring) background info.
Okay, at the moment, I'm a gap year student, having to work a few years out due to a long story.
I'm panicking a little, life-wise. I've moved out of home and I have a job, but the trouble is they keep shaving my hours down, and I'm being paid min. wage as is the norm in my work. I'm just mega worried about money as I have the rent (£347 per month) to manage, plus food and bus fares, and I'm worried I'm gonna descend into overdraft and debt and all sorts and work won't cover it. I've been trying to search for more part-time work, but to not much avail, as you know what getting work can be like.
And with my workplace undergoing a refurb come April, I'm worried they're gonna screw me over hours-wise.
(I worry a lot, as you can see. XD)
And financially, the only person who could possibly support me is my mother, but even she's struggling herself at the moment, so I pretty much am having to do the best I can for myself right now. I've been worried about money a lot before, and was out of work for a month or so due to a sticky situation which I won't delve into here, but I still have trouble just...letting it go sometimes. So basically, I worry about being able to have enough money to live on most of the time. I just want to get back to being financially stable, and acheiving life goalsness, which is to take a couple of A Levels in science so I can go into a Science related course at University.
Anyway, all I want is sorta....be able "survive" these few months, and be stable financially and life-wise (no more shakeups), and not have to worry about whether I'm gonna have enough money.
I cast a hexagram asking about financial and general life stability, and I got back 48, changing lines 3, 4 and 6, changing to hexagram 6. (I've also been tarot-ing and the 6 of Wands pops up quite a bit at the moment.)
I'm not sure what to make of this. I understand the 6 may mean the context, i.e. the conflict around myself and that I'm worrying, but I'm not sure what The Well is meant to mean. Does it mean I should sit tight, spend as little as possible and that everything will be ok? Also, the changing lines seem to say that, yeah, although I can't get the water right now (changing line 3) that the well is being rebuilt and I'll soon be able to get the water that I need, i.e. financial stability and life stability. (lines 4 and 6). Is that right?
I'm also a lil worried about this 6 hexagram, conflict. I don't need any more of it in my life right now, I've had enough of it. :( Is it just the surrounding context of my situation?
Anyone able to offer their thoughts on this?
A lil (boring) background info.
Okay, at the moment, I'm a gap year student, having to work a few years out due to a long story.
I'm panicking a little, life-wise. I've moved out of home and I have a job, but the trouble is they keep shaving my hours down, and I'm being paid min. wage as is the norm in my work. I'm just mega worried about money as I have the rent (£347 per month) to manage, plus food and bus fares, and I'm worried I'm gonna descend into overdraft and debt and all sorts and work won't cover it. I've been trying to search for more part-time work, but to not much avail, as you know what getting work can be like.
And with my workplace undergoing a refurb come April, I'm worried they're gonna screw me over hours-wise.
(I worry a lot, as you can see. XD)
And financially, the only person who could possibly support me is my mother, but even she's struggling herself at the moment, so I pretty much am having to do the best I can for myself right now. I've been worried about money a lot before, and was out of work for a month or so due to a sticky situation which I won't delve into here, but I still have trouble just...letting it go sometimes. So basically, I worry about being able to have enough money to live on most of the time. I just want to get back to being financially stable, and acheiving life goalsness, which is to take a couple of A Levels in science so I can go into a Science related course at University.
Anyway, all I want is sorta....be able "survive" these few months, and be stable financially and life-wise (no more shakeups), and not have to worry about whether I'm gonna have enough money.
I cast a hexagram asking about financial and general life stability, and I got back 48, changing lines 3, 4 and 6, changing to hexagram 6. (I've also been tarot-ing and the 6 of Wands pops up quite a bit at the moment.)
I'm not sure what to make of this. I understand the 6 may mean the context, i.e. the conflict around myself and that I'm worrying, but I'm not sure what The Well is meant to mean. Does it mean I should sit tight, spend as little as possible and that everything will be ok? Also, the changing lines seem to say that, yeah, although I can't get the water right now (changing line 3) that the well is being rebuilt and I'll soon be able to get the water that I need, i.e. financial stability and life stability. (lines 4 and 6). Is that right?
I'm also a lil worried about this 6 hexagram, conflict. I don't need any more of it in my life right now, I've had enough of it. :( Is it just the surrounding context of my situation?
Anyone able to offer their thoughts on this?