irpa1
October 28th, 2008, 07:44 AM
Hello all!
I have been strugling for deciding on going to a retreat or not, as I realized that what I wanted was please someone rather than do it because I wanted it. I thought that he would be "proud" of me if I did it... Of course this person was not aware of that, it was just my own thing. As I was hesitating too much, I realized what was the problem and sent him an email asking him to hold off with making the arrangements, telling him that what I wanted was to go with him instead (the retreat was with a group of people and not necessarely him).
I asked to the I Ching - what he would think about what me holding off the retreat plans. I received 25.1.2.3 to 44.
What is your interpretation of this reading?
:bows:
I have been strugling for deciding on going to a retreat or not, as I realized that what I wanted was please someone rather than do it because I wanted it. I thought that he would be "proud" of me if I did it... Of course this person was not aware of that, it was just my own thing. As I was hesitating too much, I realized what was the problem and sent him an email asking him to hold off with making the arrangements, telling him that what I wanted was to go with him instead (the retreat was with a group of people and not necessarely him).
I asked to the I Ching - what he would think about what me holding off the retreat plans. I received 25.1.2.3 to 44.
What is your interpretation of this reading?
:bows: