So as I wrote in another thread today I'm not feeling well. It's not the same status I've cast about before... It's hard to explain: no definite symptom, more of the combination of odd sensations - a strange headache, intermittent abdominal pain, a sense of numbness. I've not seen the doctor as yet as I wouldn't know how to express this feeling. I asked the Yi to give me insight over this situation and was worried to get 36 unchanging

I'm usually not the suggestible type, but this is kinda scaring me... Will be grateful for any help in decyphering this :bows:

Do you have a furnace, and a working carbon monoxide detector in your residence?

I have a gas boiler. It is not in the house - it's outside.

cris said:

So as I wrote in another thread today I'm not feeling well. It's not the same status I've cast about before... It's hard to explain: no definite symptom, more of the combination of odd sensations - a strange headache, intermittent abdominal pain, a sense of numbness. I've not seen the doctor as yet as I wouldn't know how to express this feeling. I asked the Yi to give me insight over this situation and was worried to get 36 unchanging

I'm usually not the suggestible type, but this is kinda scaring me... Will be grateful for any help in decyphering this :bows:

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Suggests to me that you have in some way worn yourself out. Maybe banging your head against many intangible obstructions? You body is perhaps trying to adapt to the internal punishment you put it through -- meaning emotional/mental stress? The symptoms you describe suggest something where one is the central issue and triggers the others. Maybe a food allergy [whch can also be a stress system because these can come and go!].

If I were in your position I'd naturally see a doctor - but knowing what I know about somatic symptoms that are enacting emotional stresses I'd keep a small diary of when these appear, what I've just eaten, how I'm feeling emotionally -- and any thing else you think significant. I'd also write down a general list of things I'm worried about and see how those line up with the appearancne of symptoms. Nobody on here can advise about medical issues -- but just generally as a Clarity Comrade I know that a lot of very scarey symptoms can be caused by life's problems "wounding" us. Take care Cris!

sounds as if you are a sensitive type and experience physical symptoms as a consequence of mental/emotional strain. Have you been at odds with someone lately? Did something/someone upset you?

36 - may be a remedy. Reduce your exposure to something
or someone that is having a deleterious effect on you
or
conserve energy:bows:

Cris, I'm sorry to hear you are still not feeling well. Don't worry though...
Could it be saying there isn't anything to see? Check out this thread for relief...

http://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?t=11444

Also, sounds like the general advice in the hex for how to handle your will and dealing with people may apply as well. Especially since these symptoms could be stress related.

Thank you all for responding to this thread. You are all so very kind.

Lavalamp, carbon monoxide poisoning had not crossed my mind. I checked it out on the net and found many similarities with the symptoms I have been having. The boiler is outside but I guess a potential malfunctioning could still affect me. By sheer combination a friend I had informed about my feeling unwell did a card reading and saw "bubbles" around me, as in gas or fumes. When he told me i freaked out! I've now opened windows up (am freezing!) and will call the maintenance guy on Monday.

Arabella, yes, I feel a bit worn out. You've contributed to other threads of mine where I've shared other physical issues, and it may well be that my body keeps finding new ways to send me messages. Before I read your response, coincidentally I made a note on my diary of the symptoms I'm having so as to try to infer the root cause. This is pushing me to consider a lot of things in my life...

PG, Hopex, you couldn't possibly be more right. The past couple of days have been unsettling to say the least (the recurring 51). I had not realized I had been so emotionally impacted. It's a vicious circle: stress causing somatic symptoms causing more stress etc. I definitely need to pull myself together.

DWF, thank you for looking up the archives for me. I had seen that thread and hope my case turns out to be as innocuous...

Thanks again for your interest and for your reassuring insight. I am still worried but feel a bit relieved. I'll keep you posted...

:bows::bows::bows:

so cris, you are still not feeling better?

I'm sorry to hear that, 36uc certainly seems like an ongoing situation doesn't it. I read your symptoms and they sounded like grief symptoms to me.

the advice in the judgement is that one is furthered through perseverance, so the fact that you are pushing through this should get you to health.

resting comes to mind when I read the image:

He veils his light, yet it still shines

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Cris,

36 seems to be in accord with the other reading you did a few days ago.

this is how I experienced 36 in a similar situation. When words escape me I catch then on canvas

posting it here , just in case it helps in any way.

( she is not burning , just earth's hands embrace her fire )

Wow That is really a vivid painting

When I get hex 36 unchanging, I read it like this: "It is your fate not to know the answer to that question."

Usually the meaning for me has been that it's time (for me) to find a specialist or a someone with professional-level expertise.

Thanks so much chingching and maria for your insight and support. I feel a bit better physically, but still in a very tense state of mind. The last time I recall having felt like this was almost 20 years ago due to some wrong medications - something to definitely ponder more... It looks like 51 is showing all its alarming power. Now I believe I know what its recurrence was about (the Yi keeps amazing me with its literal hints) and I think 36 is a reference to the same events.

And yes, it's about time to see a specialist and understand what is wrong. Thanks Ginnie for your advice.

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what was wrong? was it grief?

Yes it was. The first few months of 2012 were intensely stressful. Nothing was wrong physically.