I would really appreciate your help here with my situation.
I have been here a lot with the wide variations of questions about the situation with my husband. Things were ugly, we were separated, then we got back together. These 4 months of being together were very torturous to me - I continued not to trust him, worry about if he loves me, and future holds for us. Consequently I kept snooping through his phone and Facebook to be continuously learning that he is disrespectful to me and keep dragging me and our marriage through piles of sh"""! I kept staying, call me crazy, but I kept staying in this marriage hoping for God's miracle to heal our marriage.
But then two days ago when I realised that I could possibly be pregnant, wheels in my brain started turning - if I am or to get pregnant what awaits me and the baby with him, who will be taking care of bills while I'm late stages of pregnancy and can't work, etc. etc.
I brought up the topic of our future together to him for him only to get completely upset with me for nagging and talking about the same thing over and over again.
He was extremely nasty, facial expressions, his choice of vocabulary wasn't the prettiest. I snapped, I ushered him with diarrhea of how I still was snooping around, how I know what kind of disrespectful and disgusting things he was saying about me to his friends. He started yelling back, said that we are over, called me other names. I threw a bowl of soup at him, and then strted throwing punches at him all over. The beast was awaken! He got his things and left to call me back in ten minutes asking if I could go to my friends because he has nowhere to go. I never left and he slept in a car. Texting me till 6 in the morning saying how much he was trying to save our marriage, and that he is lost without me and love me and miss me.
So I asked "what should I do with him now?" And the answer was 17 with 1.4 changing to 8.
Looks like I have to go and meet people, distract myself from the situation, but line 4 confusing. Adherents? Who should adhere to me? And how does this line relevant to my question about him?
Thank you!
I hope I don't throw you all off by sharing these details of my life. I Completely trust you all folks here and feel ok to open up about the details of my life. Again, I hope it doesn't disturb you!
Love, Vikk

The first line depicts your change of priorities. You believe no more in miracles, you probably have someone precious to take care of and the Oracle approves of it. You got it right: success, personal and professional, comes from meeting new people, socialising, going out - don't rust in loneliness.
17.4 - perhaps, your husband is going to pester you with promises, attention etc - all those things your relationship lacked when you were together. If you believe him, there will be evil. However, "sincerity" mentioned in the judgment means that you have potential required not to succumb to the temptation.

But, of course, it's just my view and your situation is quite complicated.
Take care,
FW

Hi Fey Wolf!

I appreciate your comment a lot!
I guess someone precious you mentioned is me (lol - not to be conceited). I feel like I have to do me now for a little while. And it is funny you said that line 4 is probably point out to him finally giving me attention. It is almost like if I do what line 1 say - become about myself and I, he will realize what he lost and line 4 will come into place. Classic case scenario! But again when is the simultaneous two way traffic will occur in our relationship? Just a rhetorical question?

Thank you again!

Love, Vikk

vikk said:

I guess someone precious you mentioned is me (lol - not to be conceited). I feel like I have to do me now for a little while.

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It's always a good thing to do
In my experience the events signified by the changing lines may happen either one after another or simultaneously, intermingling - it's impossible to tell for sure. It is quite possible you are going to meet someone new, so you won't need his attention anymore.