I have been holding onto the relationship with
my ex and need to make a decision to make it
work or move on - even move away to another
city which would be the end of all contact
I got 63.5> 36
line 5 talks about a window of opportunity
and 36 hide light. I cant see what the Yi is
trying to get across here.

i gott an answer on this 63 is fantasy holding onto
a perfect idea of how this realtionship should be
that is certainly true
36 is saying love is lost and it certainly is -
he was the love of my life and its the loving
feeling i miss

i asked the Yi if love can come back and
got 42.2>61

to just love and be myself - keep it simple
anyone have anything else to add. I will
try this love again 15 yr anniversary coming
up!!

I get the sense that the advice for now is to lay low, search your heart and seek divine wisdom of some kind to find an answer to this dilemma. 63.5 speaks of making a sincere offering to the gods (eg consecrate more time to your inner world, to your spirituality) in order to receive perhaps some new insight, and 36 speaks of a need to keep your feelings, plans and worries to yourself, and spend some time out of sight/keep your inner light hidden so it won't get snuffed out. From what it sounds like this relationship has created a lot of distress and confusion (believe me, I can relate) and at the time being, more reflection and inner work is needed. Maybe meditate, burn some incense, pray, or do other rituals that might help you get to the bottom of what you really need and feel, and put you in contact with a higher power, however your conceive of it (and you don't need to be religious to do this). take some much needed alone time, and limit contact with your ex for now. I hope this helps. Best of luck...I understand how hard these crossroads can be.