Clarity,
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I think you might indeed be a bit burnt out, and emotionally scarred, but that is the case with so many these past 3 decades, really, because early and lifelong marriages have been replaced by more chancy relationships culturally. My own experience was similar, as were those of many I knew. That said, I think you can heal inwardly while at the same time understanding that there are indeed objective factors. I looked at your oracle with the translation I often use:tonight my ex acted rather cruel towards me.. it has been a very painful thing this breakup and having a hard time letting go. I feel used and just very sad at the way things ended between us.. i feel like i gave him a very big part of me, and that to even be in another relationship would be almost impossible because ive been hurt and let down too many times. i honestly thought this was it.. but it turns out it wasnt.
sigh* am i a lost cause when it comes to love? i admit i have a bit of emotional scarring and troubles in my past.. i just feel burnt out now.
i still want to finish school and stuff, i like being closer to my family but in the back of my mind i cant help but feeling like maybe thats it.. i dont know if i wanna try again, im a bit scared.
hopefully this isnt too big of a question to ask to be able to interpret, but a part of me needs to know if its a very big flaw within myself or if i just dont have that in me to give anymore..
will i eventually meet somebody else or have i wasted too many good opportunities?
55.3.5.6>25
obviously i feel guilty at this failing, he was a good guy so i dont see how i could find better. i know i need to be alone for awhile but i just cant shake this feeling after tonight..
megan:bows:
I would say the hexagrams and lines are sympathetic to you, and perhaps 55.6 is referring to your ex?? Just an idea......you know best.....55. Denseness
Line 3:
Abundant is the falling water,
at the middle of the day it appears to be dusk.
He breaks his right forearm.
Without fault.
The situation is so difficult to oversee, that one gets harmed easily. One is not to blame for that, the situation is just too hard.
(It's raining so heavily that it is dark, and one can't see a thing. Stumbling and breaking one's forearm is likely to happen then.)
Line 5:
A medal arrives,
there is celebration and praise.
Good fortune.
Being praised for an accomplishment. Things go well.
Line 6:
Abundant is his house,
screening off his household.
He peeps out of his door.
It is very quiet, and without people.
For three years, he is unseen.
Misfortune.
Screening oneself off from others for quite some time, keeping contact to a minimum. Things do not go well.
Hexagram is changing to:
25. Without Pretense
Without pretense.
A foundation for progress.
It is beneficial to persist.
In fact, not being pure is a severe mistake.
It is a disadvantage to have a goal to move to.
Being oneself, natural, without making an effort to appear different than one really is. This makes real progress possible. It's beneficial to continue being this way. Not being thus is in fact a severe mistake. Pursuing a goal may make it necessary to go against one's feelings, so this is a disadvantage to being oneself.
tonight my ex acted rather cruel towards me.. it has been a very painful thing this breakup and having a hard time letting go. I feel used and just very sad at the way things ended between us.. i feel like i gave him a very big part of me, and that to even be in another relationship would be almost impossible because ive been hurt and let down too many times. i honestly thought this was it.. but it turns out it wasnt.
sigh* am i a lost cause when it comes to love? i admit i have a bit of emotional scarring and troubles in my past.. i just feel burnt out now.
i still want to finish school and stuff, i like being closer to my family but in the back of my mind i cant help but feeling like maybe thats it.. i dont know if i wanna try again, im a bit scared.
hopefully this isnt too big of a question to ask to be able to interpret, but a part of me needs to know if its a very big flaw within myself or if i just dont have that in me to give anymore..
will i eventually meet somebody else or have i wasted too many good opportunities?
55.3.5.6>25
obviously i feel guilty at this failing, he was a good guy so i dont see how i could find better. i know i need to be alone for awhile but i just cant shake this feeling after tonight..
megan:bows:
Yes Ginnie you are absolutely right c:
Who's translations are you using fox? I am not familiar with those.
The lower 2 lines indicate to me that even though I got hurt and theyre not all that bad but then the 6th line gives me a sense of self-punishment.. what is wanted is not recieved because of a lack of willigness to recieve others anymore? it's a scary line for me! :s
Would it be appropriate to say that what happens in 25 is an unexpected or unknown outcome based on how one reacts?
If my interpretations of the lines seem way off its because I am not referencing my book or the sites I usually go to while i'm on my computer because I am not on my comp, I am on my cell and going by the general ideas of the lines/ hex.
And please remind yourself this guy was not making you happy so finishing with him was not a 'lost opportunity'.
I think your view of 25 as potential depending on how you proceed, is correct. I am using the eclectic energies YI JING, translated from the original Chinese by Ewald Berkers.Yes Ginnie you are absolutely right c:
Who's translations are you using fox? I am not familiar with those.
The lower 2 lines indicate to me that even though I got hurt and theyre not all that bad but then the 6th line gives me a sense of self-punishment.. what is wanted is not recieved because of a lack of willigness to recieve others anymore? it's a scary line for me! :s
Would it be appropriate to say that what happens in 25 is an unexpected or unknown outcome based on how one reacts?
If my interpretations of the lines seem way off its because I am not referencing my book or the sites I usually go to while i'm on my computer because I am not on my comp, I am on my cell and going by the general ideas of the lines/ hex.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).