I got a job two months ago. It is a horrible job. I am trying my hardest to stick to it, but it is already causing health problems for me. Im insanely stressed, overwhelmed by it, and i cannot deal with the crazy tempo. I heard from two people already if they knew it was offered to me that they would tell me not to take it. I tried to voice my concerns to my boss but of course it was fruitless. I did not want to voice them but i got advice to try, and i followed it simply because it seemed like a mature thing to do even though i knew it would be pointless. I am reaching my braking point and hence i asked how should i proceed regarding this job.

What confuses me is line 5. It doesn't seem overly negative. More like things are going to clear up and improve. And hexagram 20 sounds similar to hex 5 waiting but in an observing way. I guess 23 is about my feelings now.