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He has cancer and you told him he's a jerk? I'm lost in your story, I don't understand who is who and what is what. Were you overwhelmed when writing? Why do you feel he or anyone owed it to you to tell you?

Anyhow, your reading looks to me like 33- it is you that has been retreating from them. 13- is about building fellowship, finding things in common, seeing eye to eye with others ect.


Line 1- you have to open the door, as if to say you've had the door closed. You haven't been close to him, them, or the situation, so you weren't told.

This is what the reading looks like, I haven't read up on your history of this situation, so there's a chance the meaning has some difference.

Best wishes,

Blue_Angel

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