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thank you for your interpretation, your words are kind. I will be reflecting on this but really love the last part. More peace, and softness, and reality. One step at a time."what do I need to heal?"
received 22.1.3.5 to 61
22.1 Going your own way. Not rushing. Make the road by walking, so to speak.
22.3 Coming back to yourself. Enjoy simply pleasures. Seeing the good. I don't normally assume the positivity fixes everything but it looks like gratitude or, at the least, appreciation is part of this. Fun. The caveat, I think, would be about not choosing instant gratification of the psychic/interpersonal equivalent of empty calories.
22.5 Do the best you can. Make your offering. Go through the smallness and doubt of genuine effort and listening to your own inner guidance. Don't expect too much too soon, but also have faith that what you do in a real, genuine way will grow to be more.
22 > 61 Inner peace, truth, and beauty.
"what is my most honest next step?"
16 uc
Getting centered. Not letting fantasies and flights of fancy run too wild. Choosing something (most likely the above reading) to put your full heart into.
"show me my fear of commitment?"
16.1.4.5>3
16.1 Talking a big game early on and jumping in quickly
16.4 Wandering eye or choosing those with wandering eye (or both), Being able to meet people but the struggling with the rest of it
16.4 Persisting in old patterns and challenges without being able to change them yet. But this is also good food for growth, difficulties can catalyze change
16 >3 Emotional woes and difficulties need outside help; see someone who can help you work through this and make a new beginning for yourself.
"show me a picture of my next job?
the EXACT same cast, 22.1.3.5 to 61
Focus on the answer you already receive and what you need to do there. I don't interpret this as looking to a dream job for salvation, looks like the opposite to me. Focus on the inside first. If you need a job, maybe get one that won't get in the way of your other other healing or supports it somehow. More ease, peace, and softness. More reality, too. Less chaos.
Thank you for sharing your experience and how you see it tied into the reading. 16.5 is a line I find quite mysterious, for something that sounds so straightforward, because I find it hard to know if it’s telling me “this is your work” or that I’m enduring in something that no longer makes sense. I had the thought, after writing you, that 16.5 could possible mean that you don’t necessarily have a fear of commitment in the typical sense… that maybe you do actually hang onto relationships and could examine why, like what the pattern is. I have received 16.5 before meaning something akin to codependency. Persevering and, no, not dying but maybe worth looking at what the perseverance is providing you (is it good or more problems etc). I’ve had 16.4.5 together before and it did mean that neither of us wanted to give up, although not much changed between us either. I wonder if you’d want to seek out any kind of additional support?
yes to all.11.4 > 34 sounds a lot like what you described here. Presence, being there, relating, connecting. I suppose “neighbors” could also be other support. Asking at the clinic, as you mentioned, might be part of that. Or connecting out of a desire to relate, not a goal or to get something specific. I wonder if you both feel like you need a friend or confidante.
17.6 just speaking to the amount of effort required to "bind" to relationships.Attaching to the elder man,
one loses sight of the little child.
Following is a search for gain.
It is beneficial to persist staying put.
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