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Saying no is the prerequisite for individuality, for inner peace and for a rich and creative existence. Sometimes you need a time of no. After a hectic time with worldy pursuits, you have to come back, and then 12 feels like a clear glass of water after a hot dusty day.[/QUOTE]
It makes me wonder if your oldest son just simply needs to say no to a visit at this time due to some hectic life responsibilities(obstructions), perhaps with their infant and their church commitments they are somewhat overwhelmed with a busy schedule. As though saying no now will allow him to visit at a less hectic time and the visit could be better enjoyed and feel more like a nice escape than a responsibility.Lise's interp of Line 1 also seems to imply that he intends to "weed" out some other life stuff in order to make better room and time to schedule a relaxing and enjoyable visit with you.
And line 6 certainly confirms this train of thought and that it's certainly temporary:
The obstruction is temporary. First obstruction, later rejoicing.
When an obstruction lasts for a while, one gets to know it, one realizes what it is, its why and how, and that announces its end. What one knows, one can handle and overcome.
I do understand that this doesn't make it less hurtful or appease the fact that you will miss his visit! I'm sorry for your disappointment and can only imagine you were more excited than ever to spend time with your new little grandbaby(congratulations btw)! It does seem tho from this casting that he's recognizing his current life tasks are obstructing his ability to do some of the more enjoyable and meaningful things(like visit his Mum!) and that with this recognition, he will alter or better manage the other stuff in order to ensure these obstacles don't intererfere with his visit the next time.
~kd
Thanks for replying kdedeaux4,
I do understand he is very hectic and has many commitments with the church. It has been like this for a long time and his family has not come first for a very long time.
In regards to the grandchild, he appears a bit upset because his brothers and I have shown little interest, but I believe that is because he hasn't put family first we now (unintentionally) don't reciprocate. It is like having a friend who doesn't put any effort into maintaining the relationship you soon don't bother with them either.
So I do understand his busyness but at what point are we going to come first?
Your interpretation tells me that it is nothing more than the church so that is a good thing in terms of the bigger picture but yes it still hurts and upsets me.
- Liss
Not focusing on the readings much because you know by know i don't think questions about why others do things are much use....afterall what you need to know is what is your appropriate response/reaction. If I were to apply the 12.1.6>17 I'd take it he is actually doing the best he can to follow his path. He is trying to get out of being stuck by following his calling in some way
It is very sad if you only see your grandchild every 2 years when they are only a 1 hour flight away. In my experience when a couple have a new baby it is very difficult for them to make trips and it is usual at first anyway for the grandparents and other relatives to visit them. Especially grandmas....who are generally very much needed with a new baby !
The new parents are exhausted, maybe still not getting much sleep. Often the woman has the blues or feels stressed....and then theres all the stuff to take along. I mean a baby needs alot of stuff as you must know.
I have to say FWIW its my opinion it would be good for you to consider visiting them, especially if they are hurt you haven't shown much interest. Every new grandparent I have come across actually muslces their way in to see their grandchild...infact I have even seen 'battles of the grandparents' each parents families wanting equal access. Its a special thing, don't let it slip by you.....and don't spend any more time feeling neglected.
I think young men naturally just want to get on with their lives and are often bad at keeping their mums in the loop so I don't think you should take this personally. I just think you should book a flight, if possible, finances permitting, and get your hands on that baby they don't stay babys long afterall...
As for your youngest as I recall not so long ago he was a kind of go between for you and your ex and it worried you. So he's had alot on his plate and he needs to get his bearings emotionally.
I really wouldn't worry too much in your shoes Liss...as you say you did a good job of bringing them up. I am concerned though if you don't get to bond with the grandchild through expecting them to come to you because of your sense of neglect. When theres a small baby around that baby is the centre of the universe and the universe must come to it. I think its more like that these days than it used to be. People are much more child centred.
Would it be possible to go and stay for a few nights or are there obstacles to that ?
If that 12.1.6>17 applied to you it might be asking you to follow your heart out of this sense of stagnation.
Thanks trojan - I know you are right here with a lot of things but they do get mega amounts of help from their church group. Unfortunately when I go to visit them most of the time they are standing over me in Judgement as they are pretty full on Evangelist Christians and according to them what I am doing in my life is so, so incredibly wrong.
This is actually what our recent conflict was about - I basically said stop doing it or you cannot expect any sort of close relationship with me. Both him and his wife have backed off considerably and have reached out to me but at this point I still hesitate to go there.
He also has a step-mum so to speak so there are actually 3 sets of grandparents and great grand parents but I note none of them are really spending much time being grandparenty - I am guessing for the same reason as mine.
Thanks trojan - I know you are right here with a lot of things but they do get mega amounts of help from their church group. Unfortunately when I go to visit them most of the time they are standing over me in Judgement as they are pretty full on Evangelist Christians and according to them what I am doing in my life is so, so incredibly wrong.
This is actually what our recent conflict was about - I basically said stop doing it or you cannot expect any sort of close relationship with me. Both him and his wife have backed off considerably and have reached out to me but at this point I still hesitate to go there.
He also has a step-mum so to speak so there are actually 3 sets of grandparents and great grand parents but I note none of them are really spending much time being grandparenty - I am guessing for the same reason as mine.
I see....it must be pretty impossible. I met someof these types the other day. They are rare in England so I had a shock. They told me everyone was going to hell except people who believed what they did. Couldn't believe my ears.....I don't know what exactly evangelical christians are but those people scared me to death.
Hi Liss,
I think the Yi answered your question directly, and describes the way a new generation, a young family separates from parents and traditions in order to develop their own family life and declare their independence - follow their own dream.
Hi Godess,
Well, in line with this...You'll always be his mum Godess, and he'll always be your son Maybe to put away the hurt could be a really good first move toward "a condition of peace and prosperity" and who knows, as above suggests.. maybe he will follow. BTW... Both line are good fortune lines!
Love you,
Moses
This looks to me like it's saying there is a natural attraction that can not be resisted. And that the standstill will eventually come to an end and they wil come back to you. Hope I read this right.
Hugs!!
Clarity,
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W1A 6US
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