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I asked, what is the root cause of this [emotional & physical block with my most intimate friend] problem? And received 35.5. It is such a positive hexagram/line that I am not sure how to interpret it within the scope of a fairly depressing personal situation.
Memorably, and less personally, 35.5 came up a couple years ago when questioning the ambiguously positive outcome of a grant application. We got some but not all the funding requested, with no response to the proposal itself & no indication of whether more funding would come. Since then we have gotten more money from the same source, in the same fashion, at least twice. The sporadic nature of that donor relationship is maddening to me (hard to make a budget when you don't know when the money is coming, or what triggers it) but I am grateful for the support, of course.
So how does this 35.5 principle apply as a diagnostic? Perhaps it is merely descriptive. Certainly the relationship is erratic in its emotional substance & also in its physical aspect, which very recently resulted in a mutual humiliation from which we are not yet recovered. Been thinking a lot about the triggers there & feeling pretty bad about myself, and I think he has also.
Anyway, taking a slightly different tack I asked: what if anything I can do to help eliminate this block between us, and received 63.1.2.6 to 57. "Penetration" is always an ironic answer to questions involving sex!
Memorably, and less personally, 35.5 came up a couple years ago when questioning the ambiguously positive outcome of a grant application. We got some but not all the funding requested, with no response to the proposal itself & no indication of whether more funding would come. Since then we have gotten more money from the same source, in the same fashion, at least twice. The sporadic nature of that donor relationship is maddening to me (hard to make a budget when you don't know when the money is coming, or what triggers it) but I am grateful for the support, of course.
So how does this 35.5 principle apply as a diagnostic? Perhaps it is merely descriptive. Certainly the relationship is erratic in its emotional substance & also in its physical aspect, which very recently resulted in a mutual humiliation from which we are not yet recovered. Been thinking a lot about the triggers there & feeling pretty bad about myself, and I think he has also.
Anyway, taking a slightly different tack I asked: what if anything I can do to help eliminate this block between us, and received 63.1.2.6 to 57. "Penetration" is always an ironic answer to questions involving sex!