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PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
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expresslea
visitor
- Joined
- Mar 5, 2012
- Messages
- 5
- Reaction score
- 1
In August I reconnected online with an old love of 30 years ago, in October we got together for a few months both in my state and his. We fell wildly in drunk love and still wanted to get married and live the rest of our lives together when we sobered up. When I had to return to my state in January for work, our long distance relationship began with a few phone calls a day and facetime. His drinking also began again with him ending up in the hospital. He's sober for 2 months now, but I have residual issues with trust, his repulsive drunkenness and selfishness from this time. When I saw him again last weekend, it just wasn't the same. He's on a great path now and did treat me with affection, but I'm not really sure where our relationship stands now except he's "my boyfriend." He didn't really respond when I tried to talk about it and remains shallow on our still daily conversations. I could try harder to communicate, but use the excuse of not wanting to upset the good path he's on. I asked about the best course of action and received 45.4>8. "Great good fortune" really sounds awesome. Is 8 asking me if I choose to fit here and to throw again? I really do love him. Not feeling so "in love" with him. I feel he has other priorities (as may well he should) like straightening out the damage he did to his business, church and God, health and local sober friends. How to proceed?!