Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
After 37 years of marriage my dad began a clandestine affair with another woman. He's never been like this before, not a cheater, morally upright, faithful and honest. But he's extremely depressed, forced into early retirement, lost 90% of his retirement in the stock market and we have watched his personality change, feel no remorse, and turn my family on its end. My dad spent the last several years building my parents dream house, and because my dad had a bunch of stops and starts at cutting off contact with this woman, my mom is living with her mom and taking care of her and has gone through over 3 years of rejection and repeated humiliation (public and private). The most painful thing about this is seeing my dad destroy his life, hurt my mom and lose us and still be unwilling to let this woman go, who he sees as the holy grail of his happiness or answers to all of his lack.
I can't have a relationship with my father because it's too painful to hear him say things like "you dont understand" when he is clearly in an unhealthy addictive relationship with this woman. In a sense, I am mourning my father now as if he is dead and it's so painful, because I was really looking forward to rebuild a relationship with him, but it's too painful to hear his justifications and lack of empathy towards all of us.
I asked the Yi, how does my dad feel about losing me and got
45.1.2.5 > 54
I'm not sure what to make of it, but I get the impression that if we ever talk again, it's not going to be a full reconcile, but a polite or cheap imitation of what our relationship used to be.
Any help on this reading? Thank you so much.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).