58. Tui / The Joyous, Lake

[butterfly spider]

Just some thoughts in hex 58 and line 6 (although also line 1)
I had put my coins away and decided to go to bed. The little sulk bag fell on the floor and then the coins fell out. I put them away and they fell out again. I needed to cast

My daughter had just been admitted to hospital and is both physically and mentally very ill. I can do no more
So. I asked how does my daughter feel inside right now and got 58.1456

The idea if hex 58.6 as not being able to do anything more is good but also the question of melancholy - but not in a moribund way more of acceptance and reflection.

Probably too late to write anything comprehensible and it has been a very emotional day.
But hex 58 is right there with joyous so I can live with that

 

[rosada]

Warm vibes to you and your daughter.
Rosada

 

[sooo]

Dui does represent the youngest daughter. And, yes, melancholy, joy, mixed emotions, I believe are all part of 58. Moreover, Dui is not what we sometimes associate as a lake, more of a fertile marshland. Lots going on in there, lots of life.

Looks like it changes to 4. Lots of not knowing what now.

Wishing you both strength and clarity.

 

[butterfly spider]

Odd that I got hex 58.2 6 to 25 asking a question about this weekend. Forgot that I had cast this in April. Should I spend my birthday on my own (not with my daughter)
Helpful hints here ..

 

[schalimar]

Franck,

I really do appreciate all your answers on this thread, and the images you use. So I'm writing you to help me solve a small problem I have about the danger of love.

I know it s been a long time since you've reacted on this subject. But maybe I have a chance to get your input.
I'm going to get engaged, and trying to have a baby with a perfect man, quite in love with me. The ideal man. But for a few months, I have kept dreaming about my ex (I've been looking for him in my dreams). So, in order to be able to get involved even more with my man, I felt like writing to my ex, to make things go, wishing the words to heal me, telling him the chapter was over. And I was really sure of myself at that moment. Sure that I just had a few things to let go before being able to look at my present and future with even more serenity.

Since that long message, we have talked a bit ; just a few words, on a real light basis. Friends ? Not really, but a tension inside me is gone.
The problem is that now, I can't even let my man touch me, I'm afraid, and I tend to go divert myself with others ; almost like I was running away from him, looking for something else, somewhere else. Playing Blind fool, not knowing what to choose any longer, when all I was doing was to go further with my life.
And now, suprise, I feel melancholic... Even though I know, now, that my happyness comes from within.
NOte that he broke up with me years ago because I was unhappy and needy. And now I feel like I have grown up, and my Man pissed out because I think he is too needy.... How ironic life can be.

I got : 58.3.6 -> 1
Oh god.
What should I do.
I have no idea if lines 3 and 6 refer to :
- my doubts and fears that push me to run away from the best man I've met
- the constant dreams of my ex
- the joy I feel inside now, mixed this small hint of melancholia of my past

I guess all three.
What about the Hex 1 as a potential.
Should I asked him if he wants to meet ? He lives with his woman.

Thanks for your help. I'm quite happy, but it is true I wish I wouldnt dream about him every week.

 

[Trojina]

Franck,

I really do appreciate all your answers on this thread, and the images you use. So I'm writing you to help me solve a small problem I have about the danger of love

Frank died many years ago.


This is a really old thread.....from 2009 !

Also you are asking for help with a reading so need to post in the Shared Readings section.

 

[schalimar]

Oh Trojina. I feel confused.
Old thread, but very interesting.
All Frank posts were and remain so clever and deep...

Thanks for your message about the Shared Readings section.
I wanted to react specially on this thread, because all inputs make a lot of sense, and my situation relates to everything said.
Sorry if it wasn't the right place though

 

[Trojina]

No problem just thought you'd better know he was dead or you might think he just didn't respond.

 

[Pure_Heart]

Hello Sparhawk, would you be able to let me know the name of these cards please, I very much like the imagery and have seen that you use them in several of your posts. Kindest regards, Pure_Heart