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about a relationship, multiple reading 26.3.4.5.6 change to 58 and others.... digging in progress

polaire

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Hello clarity people,
Lately I have been back to my circular thinking about relationships... one in particular. It's a guy I met during the lockdown, not a planned meeting but a spontaneous one at night to bring him some food because everything was closed. The meeting was really simple, very deep, very kind and we shared a lot about our childhood. the attraction was there too.
But it was from online website and I soon discovered that he was still hunting on the website... I told him I felt stupid and naive and that all of this wasn't my type of story. Even if I'm used to bullshit stories... anyway we continued to talk time to times, planned to meet each other, the plan failed once because he wasn't coming in my city. We met during one of his work trip. At some point we didn't talk to each other for almost a month and then he contacted me and offered me to see each other. We saw each other once again because of a new work trip, spend the night together and he left early on the morning. The same day, at my initiative we talked at night and he showed me a lot of stuff about his old work.
since more that a week, silence again. I didn't try to reach him, even if I ask everyday the Yi if I should do it.
This morning I asked if I should call him today and I got 52.5 .... quite clear.
but all of this is really sending me through emotional distress, I know I'm quite stupid to have seen him again but the first feeling was really nice and feeling home so....
Tonight I asked the Yi advice about how to act, what to do about him, this relationship and my emotions, an advice about everything. I got 26.3.4.5.6 change to 58
So.... Retrain restrain restrain, restrain? but the change to 58? friends? I really restrain myself and cool down my chaser habits and let him dive in his silence as I dive in my insecurities and try to change the inside game.

I asked his view of our relationship and got 40.1.3... change to 34 what the ? I really don't understand, does he feels like it's a burden? Like I'm gonna still his money? does he feels like it's a release of something? does he feels like he escape from me, or escape something with me? This reading and this robber story made me think that maybe he's paranoid or very stingy, I realize that he came visit me at night with nothing in his hands. I didn't see that because I was too excited by his visit. but we saw each other twice and twice I cooked for him and I don't know, now I think it quite rude to show up with nothing. I feel little bit bitter about that right now. he talks about bringing me present from a futur travel, maybe because he has nothing to give right now... strange.

I asked what he think about me as a person and I got 41.1.change to 4.. quite nebulous too, does he thinks that I am useful? Maybe helpful? That I switch and not run after him anymore? that I'm little bit crazy?

I asked, which role does he wants to play in my life?
Got 46.4 change to 32.... strange again, he want to be the king of my hill? haha forever? :) or does he want to run for the hill forever? does he thinks that it will be longterm commitment between us?
He didn't gave any news for a month before and when he came he told about the far future, about that I could join him on his journey in many years and shared part of trip with him... and then no news... Very weird but he doesn't seems to have bad intentions. Fun fact, for him to visit me is to go south...

Thank you for your help, I will try to calm me down and go back to the "concentrate on other subjects" I discussed in an other tread...

Good vibes to all.
 

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Hello again, I asked what are his real feelings for me and I got 59.12.5 change 27....
that resonate with the cooking story... Does he want to vampirise me? the 59 hex talk a lot about help and I read that 27 hex is for relationship someone who need help too... Maybe he sick nourishment?
I don't understand the reading...
Thank you for your insights if you have some
Good night
 

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I continue my digging about this story...
I asked the Yi the meaning of this phase in my relationship, the silence? I was wondering if something in me, or an attitude was calling that type of situation, or if there was some spiritual agenda...
I got 25.5....
Not my fault, fiever will pass?
Thank you for your help <3
 

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