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My question was:
Will I be able to eat less.
Bacgroundinfo.
I am ususally a poor person fighting for survival. Food.
Sine 3 weeks I am with foodsharing but its very heavy work and I dont get really anything good out of it.
Its about sharing, cleaning, toing a good thing, but not about getting proper food. Which I was usually taking from a garden most of the time if not grocery.
Well I just ate too much stuff this week which I was not used to eat at all.
Hunger is one thing, an empty stomach another.
Its okay to have an empty stomach and hunger. Hunger may be hurting but an empt stomach is helpfull a lot.
Now when hungry I put so much unhealthy stuff inside of mine. I am usually a vegan, maing exceptions, but this week was just too much. I even ate meat inside of meals, when I did not even realise.
ANd I drink too much of this oatmilk we get for free from saving which I dont like because of tht rasp oil inside.
Pff, not a good oil and much to much if I consume more than one liter of it per day. Anyway. I would prefer to get rid of consumation of any kind of bread and baked stuff again.
I cannot even breath properly anymore. My stomach is lie 20 months pregnant.
My "shitting process" is an only illness and I need to make cleansings of my stomach from the end way with water in order to feel better, but I dont feel normal at all any more. I feel like dying. Maybe thats another reason why I cannot have much empathy with m so called friend and maybe its other way round like stress eating.
I feel exposed and vulnerable like never before and this is just nothing good for me.
I thought about fasting until I get my bus to the retreat in 3 days.
then I will be a walking 6 hours.
So will I be able to eat less. Maybe I can cook some rice tomorrow.
Just eat one apple in the morning, have one coffee.
Nothing else. Not even oat.
and give away all the leftovers.
Argh
found this in another thread:
27.1 talks of relying on the wrong source for your nourishment - i.e. not being self-sufficient when you have the power to provide for yourself.
Copy from the reading
What has worn out?
Is there a less painful way to let this go?
What is underneath the surface?
'Stripping away.
Fruitless to have a direction to go.'
The surfaces are cut and sliced away; the old and unviable is stripped back to expose the living core. This inevitable, natural process often feels like a flaying: the more you have invested of yourself in these old things, the more painful it will be.
It's no good, at such times, to imagine the future and make plans. You need to bring your energy back to the centre and honour the process: this is a time to be transformed, not to act. Moreover, until the old is so utterly stripped from you that you have no choice but to think in new ways, you will only be able to re-create the old patterns.
Will I be able to eat less.
Bacgroundinfo.
I am ususally a poor person fighting for survival. Food.
Sine 3 weeks I am with foodsharing but its very heavy work and I dont get really anything good out of it.
Its about sharing, cleaning, toing a good thing, but not about getting proper food. Which I was usually taking from a garden most of the time if not grocery.
Well I just ate too much stuff this week which I was not used to eat at all.
Hunger is one thing, an empty stomach another.
Its okay to have an empty stomach and hunger. Hunger may be hurting but an empt stomach is helpfull a lot.
Now when hungry I put so much unhealthy stuff inside of mine. I am usually a vegan, maing exceptions, but this week was just too much. I even ate meat inside of meals, when I did not even realise.
ANd I drink too much of this oatmilk we get for free from saving which I dont like because of tht rasp oil inside.
Pff, not a good oil and much to much if I consume more than one liter of it per day. Anyway. I would prefer to get rid of consumation of any kind of bread and baked stuff again.
I cannot even breath properly anymore. My stomach is lie 20 months pregnant.
My "shitting process" is an only illness and I need to make cleansings of my stomach from the end way with water in order to feel better, but I dont feel normal at all any more. I feel like dying. Maybe thats another reason why I cannot have much empathy with m so called friend and maybe its other way round like stress eating.
I feel exposed and vulnerable like never before and this is just nothing good for me.
I thought about fasting until I get my bus to the retreat in 3 days.
then I will be a walking 6 hours.
So will I be able to eat less. Maybe I can cook some rice tomorrow.
Just eat one apple in the morning, have one coffee.
Nothing else. Not even oat.
and give away all the leftovers.
Argh
found this in another thread:
27.1 talks of relying on the wrong source for your nourishment - i.e. not being self-sufficient when you have the power to provide for yourself.
Copy from the reading
What has worn out?
Is there a less painful way to let this go?
What is underneath the surface?
Oracle
'Stripping away.
Fruitless to have a direction to go.'
The surfaces are cut and sliced away; the old and unviable is stripped back to expose the living core. This inevitable, natural process often feels like a flaying: the more you have invested of yourself in these old things, the more painful it will be.
It's no good, at such times, to imagine the future and make plans. You need to bring your energy back to the centre and honour the process: this is a time to be transformed, not to act. Moreover, until the old is so utterly stripped from you that you have no choice but to think in new ways, you will only be able to re-create the old patterns.