Back again in the Abyss... Unchanged 29

[DaoDegreeQc]

Hi everybody, my name's Math..I'm 22 old and with my humility : I have 10 years of addiction to unlawful stuffs.I have a diagnostic of mental illness(no need to say the discomfort) but i'm determined to live completly my existence...For those who believe in I Ching Astrology, my natal hexagram is 7.Army,Late Heaven : Hexagram 3.Difficulty. Pisces asc Virgo of the third Decan.Q: What should I know that my acts and thoughts are ink in my mind ?...Way back injury to now.It's like a connexion of leakage problems and past pain of a not determined relationship.Love is amazing but I'm complexed.. like the dangerous abyss(29) of Love/fear, I'm mystified in my own drop, Because of the Love, never get a girlfirend..The person I like (I think) have secrets and disturbed comportement with me . She is my fear and my goal at same time...I doubt alot of the Way/Path I will choose, resultat of far and against.With my perception and intuition, over time: I can see more and more possibilities of the outcome..Over 5 years after my gradual psychosis/what they call chamanic healers or awakening(maybe)...My Mind and Spirit need a completly different of way of acting and thoughts, for my revolution..In my Abyss of undiscovered own self-knowlegde, I can often by intuition what's intentions to others...Not perfect! But my black magick (for checking what people can bring to me for grow and partners) is developped, own white magick I feel is weak and fragil.P.S It's will be a pleasure to find person who know chinese astrology Of the Yi jing, to help and guide I ching Astro.Also sorry to maybe be emotionnal, I need to share my thoughts, need help! Hope you will understand, I feel alone in Divination.. I'm new to the forum, But i have prospect to it.Peace,Mathieu

 

[moss elk]

hi DDQ,

You did not post a question or an I Ching reading to get assistance with. That is the purpose of this forum.

 

[DaoDegreeQc]

Hi ElkSorry, seriously the word by word question I demands yesterday is: What Should I do now I have act like a troublemaker and drugged ?¸I got:Two same Hexagram 29.Danger, The Abyss... I don't know exactly what does it mean..line 2 and 5 are preoccupping me, but what does mean when we got a unchanged hexagram in general and for the Hexa.29 from your knowlegde ? I study the Yi(I) but I'm often sceptic about my interpretation. Simple tip ?

 

[DaoDegreeQc]

Hi ElkSorry, seriously the word by word question I demands yesterday is: What Should I do now I have act like a troublemaker and drugged ?¸I got:Two same Hexagram 29.Danger, The Abyss... I don't know exactly what does it mean..line 2 and 5 are preoccupping me, but what does mean when we got a unchanged hexagram in general and for the Hexa.29 from your knowlegde ? I study the Yi(I) but I'm often sceptic about my interpretation. Simple tip ?

 

[moss elk]

Did you get 29 unchanging, twice?
without changing lines?
If so, don't read the lines.
There is a tip for you.


My first thought is that it is referencing the drug itself as being Dangerous.
Which drug is it? Don't be shy, you brought it up, after all.

 

[DaoDegreeQc]

Thank for the tip.I use speed pills and cannabis these times not regularly everyday but I take of that...during my teenager, I used a lot of psychedelic drugs :mushroom, synth mescaline, acid etc… I'm tired of this same pattern after years of consumption, I feel emptied of energy...

 

[moss elk]

Did you know that speed can cause psychosis in otherwise healthy people?

 

[DaoDegreeQc]

Yes but I'm underestimated the effect of mental illness..really, I know I should not..

 

[diamanda]

Hi DaoDegreeQc,

What Should I do now I have act like a troublemaker and drugged? 29 unchanging

29 un means that you've been there before, you know this danger.
What do you usually do when this happens, how do you usually get out of trouble?
Follow the same path. 29 says this is a danger you already know and know how to deal with.

Wishing you good luck with everything!