Can I find redemption? 23.2.4 to 64

[thrownaway]

I got the reading 23.2.4 changing to 64

I took this as a no. But I hope I am wrong.

 

[ginnie]

Try asking "What can I do to find redemption?" The question you asked is a yes/no sort of question, and we try to avoid those.

 

[thrownaway]

Thank you very much, that is good to know. I am not so good at formulating my questions.

I asked what can I do to find redemption and recieved 57.3.6 to 29. I take it to mean that I am ruminating over ways I was wronged and wronged others (some part of me is always obsessed with knowing the score/the "truth"), and that this attitude won't help. I'm not sure what to make of the 29, but it seems quite scary and forboding.

 

[Trojina]

I think this cast is clearly suggesting you drop the topic. You have been over and over it ....(57.3) and are being almost too submissive...to the point of rather aimless self bashing. 57.6 repeats this....If you go too far with all this self condemnation you lose your abilty to act decisively as who you are.

Self examination is all well and good but don't rehash it constantly. Let it go. I think it is ridiculous to imagine you cannot find redemption...You are part of nature, part of the world like everyone else is....where do you imagine the unredeemed go ?

If you keep on grinding on on the track about redemption. you are going you just get stuck in chasms (29). You've been there before. 57 is about gentle penetration to the core of things...for you it seems the 'score' of things but really this answer is telling you drop all this kind of thinking...It's no use endlessly rehashing, it only makes you weaker.

It's clear advice to recognise it is time to move yourself on in your thoughts and start living for today !

I hope you change your user name since if it refers to how you feel about yourself it is very negative and unpleasant.....No one is 'thrown away'.


Move on...Isn't the best way to throw away a bad day yesterday to make a good day today ? The best thing for you must surely be to focus on what is next in your life not what is past.

 

[Trojina]

If you are in any doubt,

I Trojina hereby redeem you and you are now free to go and live your life.

Ginnie agrees with me

 

[thrownaway]

Trojina, thank you so much for your reply, it really means a lot to me.

I suppose old habits die hard. I was raised catholic, but what I seem to have gleaned from my upbringing was a need obsess over wrongdoings to drive myself in the opposite direction and pray I could do something good enough to be granted forgiveness. Mixed with the tendency to overthink, I really have gotten stuck in those chasms.

After my last casting, I asked the question What do I need to know about myself and recieved 22.2.3, which I sort of read as "Hey girl, chill out. Be less vain, focus on more important stuff, and spread that light". The interpretation I read said the third line refers to how alcohol induces a mellowness that can create either a relaxing calm or a melancholy. I think that fit beautifully with what you said, moving forward all I can do is choose the calm.

Thank you so much for redeeming me :bows: Now, to pick a new username. ompom: