Clarity,
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Maybe I need to add something. At age of 16 I had an utterly mind blowing mystical experience. The brightest light you could ever know. I have NEVER been able to integrate it into normal life.
Other childhood abuse and neglect issues, and other experiences in adolescence kind of derailed my life quite radically too. My development has been skewed and set me off in directions that probably were quite inappropriate. I still feel in a wilderness, never really feel that I have landed. That bright light besides being a gift raised questions for me, issues that still confuse and obstruct - quite contradictory really - for light! Too bright and richochet to the dark?
Trojina will be skittin along soon and tell me off for posting this in the wrong place.....!
No it was Goddess who said it was my fault Moss Elk, not you.
Hi Nemeanmagik,
There is a lot of learning involved in Hex 29 and, by the way, "three years" does not represent literally that length of time. The sixth line on top shows that it is taking a long time to learn, to take lessons from past experiences and apply to the present, and as such we repeat the same mistakes falling again and again in the "abyss". By reading your posts one can tell that you are a very intelligent person, but how are you using your capability to learn from all that you have been through? Why are you repeating the same patterns of behaviour? The longer you do that the longer it will take you to find your way in life. This is what the Yi is trying to tell you and your reading is reflecting as well how difficult you find it to take on board all the advice that has been posted on the forum for you. Your reading is not a "sentence", it is more a wake up call. :bows:
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).