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did he have sexual encounters this month? 52.3 to 23

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I wasn't sure to make the casting because I somehow didn't love to know the truth, because it reminds me of the ''planet innocence'' i was on and it reminds me over again to be slightly more cynical and selfish, to enjoy things more.
I didnt even find the coins, so I used something random.
but let's do it anyways:
The question of the casting is if he had sexual encounters (and how many, if it is possible to know) during the time this foreign guy stayed in my city (one month).

so to resume main info: this one was the foreign guy who fancied me at first at the end of September, then when he came here for work he didn't text me on my social media but I went to see him and he asked my number after a while, almost towards the end of his job in this city, (also because I couldn't have come before) but I may have 50% refused him unintentionally cuz i didnt give him my number, i told him ''no, u got my social media'' and I wished he could take me out during the day but he couldn't (''I work all day''). And I had an available evening with my friends, where i thought about contacting him, there was a 4th free chair, it was windy outside, I was near his workplace...but suddenly felt uncomfortable and not caring without a rational reason, and didn't do it. While days was running out towards his departure day I started to feel like I would have regretted it later.
Well, I don't wanna cry over it anymore, but... I had anothr guy in my mind that time but instead of trying to know them all (just how they all do) I waited and I have given up to both lol. As always XD
>>Finally, the casting answer:
52.3 to 23 Nine in the third place means: Keeping his hips still. Making his sacrum stiff. Dangerous. The heart suffocates


Ehm. What? XD Does it speak about me or him?
I must check if I didn't reverse the coins because, oh well, while I was throwing them, the last coin I had stopped it with the hand on the sheet. I hope I didn't manipulate the result XD (in reverse it would have been a 51.4 which sounds like feeling shaky and stuck). And I was already planning a sweet payback for the next autumn >=]

What I'm going to write now instead is just to release feelings, you are not forced to read it. When I went by his workplace to say hello, his hot bro didn't mention anything about him and stayed silent...I thought he was working because to me he said he worked the whole day... but he wasn't there...
A woman smiled at me because she knows that one fancied me and has talked about me so she reminds about me.
There was a young guy who smiled too, and turned his head towards the older one. I felt like they knew something.
I was actually feeling so sad and lonely, so I didn't ask.
LOL if i could come back with time I would have made a lot of detective questions on him to the young guy because he talks lol and I would have known where he was, and i would have spotted him and it would have been funny to catch him in the spotlight XD
Another thing I had noticed when he was there is that he saw me with a girl and a boy (2 of my friends) but he seemed not caring at all...he called me honey in front of them though. I dont understand if he was making sure he liked me despite the presence of the other boy, or if he didnt think he was a competitor (he wasn't as good looking as him) or if he was nice only when I was with someone. Because when I was alone he didn't act like that, he acted more serious. With the presence of other people he looked always enthusiastic instead (like, calling me ''beautiful'' or telling me ''i didn't give u what you bought because i wanted to see u again'' - because i spent more than what he gave me - and I was like : You're a fox guy. And he winked...). Well now he's in his country, so I shouldn't care at all! XD It's plenty of other nice guys out here (maybe), I just have to take a look around more. OT: why are we good people not mean enough to give a kind payback to the sly ones?! xD
 
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