Follow up

[irpa1]

Hi again,

Just wanted to digg a bit deeper into this situation I have with this guy. I asked before and Meng's explanation of my feelings was quite helpful to me.

:This "thing" appears to be a tenacious and quite powerful force, and you modify or transmute the force through sadness, which gives you a sense of peace or togetherness within yourself. (Your question was: "to try to understand what is happening in me.")

I am trying to understand why I feel this way, as I feel each time we meet I get closer with him, after we meet, when we separate, I enter in a state of inner turbulence!

What is causing this inner turbulence in me after our meetings? 1 - unchanging.

I thought this was a interesting answer.... and I asked, what is the best way of dealing with this, so it does not become a negative experience (like constant fearful thinking?) and I received 43, unchanging.

What do you think of this?

Lil.

 

[willowfox]

Hex 1 is energy, which you are losing control of once you are alone, energy can be both positive and negative and your doubts are causing a breakdown.

Hex 43 It is all about determination to overcome your silly doubts and fear, see the problem, bring it out into the open, then kill it.

 

[dobro p]

I asked, what is the best way of dealing with this, so it does not become a negative experience (like constant fearful thinking?) and I received 43, unchanging.

43's about open, decisive separation from something that you need to separate yourself from.

No, no - not separation from the guy, silly - separation from the negative thoughts and fearful emotions.