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And I asked the Oracle: Why did my b.e. talk about the competition?
The answer was: 55 - 34.
I find such answer difficult to understand. It seems to tell me that I am right in thinking there is some plot going around, and that I have to call myself out from it. But does it mean that b. e. talked only to warn me "stay out of the whole thing!" ? I also find it difficult to point out some other question to ask to the Oracle that could help me more in order to focus the situation. I am too much involved, I see! Now, if there is any suggestions... ... Or I hope so! Sorry again: I see this is all very confusing!
. Anyhow, I did not think as appropriate in such a confusing circumstance to react in any way - I stayed silent and so I did the right thing, it seems. !
But the point is (as you perhaps have implied, without underlining it), reactions are not only in what you (concretely) do, but also in what you feel: which was, in this case, quite more relevant, but I found it difficult to admit it. I shouldn't have allowed myself to be so scared and terrified as I was from what b.e. had in mind; but it's almost impossible to rule my feelings, sometimes (I am an anxious person, and the last 8-9 years have been very difficult for me). To follow your suggestion, and translate it in the I Ching language, I should not have asked "how do I have to act now?", but, "how do I have to feel about this?"; but, as I cannot manage my emotions, any answer would have been unuseful... So, I am deeply thankful to Rosada because she told me what I desperately needed to hear from an independent observer: "This is unrelevant. Go on your way." This simply made me relax - no problem, Trojan, if you cannot understand me: most of the people cannot...!
Anyhow, as for asking the Oracle what to do, I did something more specific, asking what would have happened if I had talked to my referent about the whole issue; unfortunately I did not exactly remember the answer, but I know it sounded less puzzling and quite more comforting than 55-34, so I decided to talk to him in the following days (there's no need to hurry). Anyhow, I will ask a more general question and see what is coming out...
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).