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hexagram 3.2
Came up every time.
Which seems very similar to hexagram 38 line 6
When I read this page:
http://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?t=6457
I think perhaps this is a perfect line to describe my purple dot thing.
It's an illusion. I think it's a ghost. But maybe it's not so bad.
To me, Cyclo, you sound like a young person who has seen thru the illusions that a lot of people forget to see thru as they age, and live immersed in. Th fact that you see thru the illusion is a good thing, but you see yourself as unique, and I can assure you the world is FULL of people who see thru the illusion, too. Chronic uniqueness is an adolescent malady, and it can be torturous to live with. It is typically adolescent to see oneself as tortured and misunderstood, and to see the "others", esp "grown-ups" as hopelessly lost in illusion. The truth is that there are many Others who are just like you. To grow up probably sounds to you like something you dont want to do...you dont want to join the ranks of the common man.
well, you dont have to join the ranks of the common man, if there really is such a thing. But you are on earth, and it is worth your while to find some way to proceed with your life and accept society. you don't necessarily have to join it, but if you want to be somehat content, you need to come to terms with it. That's growing up. And then you want mobility. Some way in which you can be free to move about, live, enjoy yourself. To do that, you simply can't stay in the adolesent mode of deep introspection and torture. You gotta rise above it and find an acceptable way to play the game. Even if you dont agree with the game, you gotta play it if you want to have some measure of peace, and to have some kind of a life when you are here.
I think you need to get out of the upper chakras and do some work on your lower chakras. Less torturous thinking and more down-to-earth physical type concerns. Forget the Qui-gong, and do some aerobic activities like running, walking. Start to think about your physical, on-the-earth life....which also involves finding work you like, getting a career going, fitting in to the scheme of every-day life.
And like Barbra says, GO OUT and be wwith the physical world. Look at the water, the forest, the rocks and the trees. Be with the squirrels, the birds. You are too much between your ears right now, stop thinking and complaining so much. be more simple. be more simple-minded.
Muchos Gracias Trojan Hombre.
I figured as much when I first saw 38.6
I guess some kind of anxiety about it in Barbara's message let me fear i'm being attacked by ghosts who are eating my soul! Lol. see i'm a drama queen. But i'm not a girl... anyway...
Perhaps 53 - 59 isn't so evil?
This semester is destroying me. I dont' get to sleep - quizes catch me off guard - behind in my reading. ... I do need to be grounded but right now i'm so mentally charged becuase of my classes. And I'm not getting any time for self care aside from that qigong routine I do - Religiously. But it's helped me tremendously and I think its fixing my knee.
If u have purple dots then maybe it's not so bad... ...
Thing about 38.6 is can be said two ways.
Yi is either saying what is happening to cause it?
Or is saying what it is when it happens.
If it's the latter then I can feel comforted.
If it is the former then I need to analyze my state of mind constantly make sure i'm not seeing ghosts when I there are only friends nearby. ... Which means there are ghosts does it not? So perhaps in as much as that says. That the Yi is saying it's no big deal. And it isn't a robber that I need to fight off 53.3... Perhaps the only robber I need to fight off is loosing my head over this. I have ignored it for many years.... someone give me credit...
Just a matter of being open enough to receive good things, and dissolving your fatalistic view of your life. Start creating new hallucinations, like images of living a happy life.
Clarity,
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