Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
I've been crying for four days. I told him my feelings and I did want him, and that I would put in anything needed to fix us. He said it was too late and that he didn't love me.
I am devastated.
I asked the I ching: Please help me. I am in such pain and confusion. 64.
A message of hope in the turmoil.
What should I do regarding x and I?
26.3.5
Tame my emotions. Be kind.
Can you help me? any help would be appreciated
I am devastated....What should I do regarding x and I?
26.3.5
Quite poetically, on Friday I finished a scarf I had been knitting for him since 2011 (3 years!). It was a very fine alpacca scarf with quite a complex cable pattern, and knitting it and knitting it for days meant just a little bit of progress. I would get frustrated and put it down to pick up a simpler project, much to my partner's dismay. He could not understand why I put down his scarf to work on other things... my explanations did not appease him. In the past month and a bit I have been pulling out the scarf and knitting every night, determined. Every opportunity I would knit... and on Friday I finished the scarf. I wrapped it beautifully and posted it off to him with a note wishing him happiness and warmth. He will get it today.
Since I posted it I have been grieving quite a lot. I am in the middle of finals week and the unexpected nature of the conversation really struck me. And of course, it meant that all my hopes for a future reconciliation must now end.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).