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So after my affair with the Player from my previous thread, I moved on and attempted to date again. But karma chameleon. I bumped into someone Id crossed paths with briefly last june. But karma! He has the same name as the Player/Lothario. But he was nothing like him and everything I ever wanted but did not get from the Player. We even share similar relationship goal of marriage and not indulge in uncertain dating stage for too long.
But it can't be so perfect now can it? That will ruin the plot! He was about half an hour from my city and we planned to meet soon. Meanwhile, we became friends on the phone with lots of flirting, deep connection and heartfelt chats. After long conversations, intimacy for 10 days over phone, videos, texts some at midnight, 4am we were practically inseparable. However, I delibrately kept it light and non-commital and practical and not give away too much of myself and kept all talk of marriage, dating etc as 'Let's see when we meet' stance even though I thought of him 24x7. Then the conflict began. He still continued to call me, text me but he sounded like he was hurting (?)
"Why do you want to meet me if you think we are not going to get married? Lets continue with our phone fun..." His brooding and conflict finally gave way in the form of him dumping me virtually.
This seems to be rather reckless as our mental connection and attraction and friendship felt a lot deeper than to be dismissed like this. I still sent him a hugs n kisses note urging him to follow his heart and not fall prey to doubts, conflicts.
I so don't buy this dismissal! Our interaction and connection was not frivolous.
So after the emotional drama of having crossed paths with him twice and still not meeting him face to face, I consulted Yi-
'What next between him & I' and got:
Hexagram 62 all lines changing to 61!
I am still not sure what conflict he faced and why he dismissed me! Does the reading say he inwardly felt insignificant? He is gorgeous in his videos and pictures and doesn't sound like he could be underconfident!
But it can't be so perfect now can it? That will ruin the plot! He was about half an hour from my city and we planned to meet soon. Meanwhile, we became friends on the phone with lots of flirting, deep connection and heartfelt chats. After long conversations, intimacy for 10 days over phone, videos, texts some at midnight, 4am we were practically inseparable. However, I delibrately kept it light and non-commital and practical and not give away too much of myself and kept all talk of marriage, dating etc as 'Let's see when we meet' stance even though I thought of him 24x7. Then the conflict began. He still continued to call me, text me but he sounded like he was hurting (?)
"Why do you want to meet me if you think we are not going to get married? Lets continue with our phone fun..." His brooding and conflict finally gave way in the form of him dumping me virtually.
This seems to be rather reckless as our mental connection and attraction and friendship felt a lot deeper than to be dismissed like this. I still sent him a hugs n kisses note urging him to follow his heart and not fall prey to doubts, conflicts.
I so don't buy this dismissal! Our interaction and connection was not frivolous.
So after the emotional drama of having crossed paths with him twice and still not meeting him face to face, I consulted Yi-
'What next between him & I' and got:
Hexagram 62 all lines changing to 61!
I am still not sure what conflict he faced and why he dismissed me! Does the reading say he inwardly felt insignificant? He is gorgeous in his videos and pictures and doesn't sound like he could be underconfident!