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Hello Forum,
I would be grateful if anyone could help me interpret a sequence of castings that refer to my current situation.
I am in a very complex and really difficult personal and professional situation: I'm financially dependent on others (including my husband who has the means to pay the rent and most bills and my senior managers at work, in a company that doesn't stand by its employees). I'm often constrained by these people and by their opinions when shared in strong/imperative terms - I appear hard on the outside but am softie inside and so easily swayed by what people think/say/expect.
Now, I did get a one year contract gig that I thought would me make feel better and more empowered so I left the work arrangements that were in place. But in that process I cut ties with a collaborator that I miss (or am obsessing about due to retrospective imaginings of what might be), though I am not sure I could trust fully her as there was a lot of miscommunication between us.
Tying up all this precarious situation is the fact that I'm not even in my own home country (not even continent) so the tendency to rely on and defer to others in an unfamiliar place is even bigger. I have no friends or aides. It's a year, now, into the pandemic and most of it was spent confined. I've also counted a lot of losses during this confinement and what was already a super tough situation became even heavier, more difficult to bear as it feels like something has got to give - and it's mostly been my mental health. even the landlord has tried to kick us out to sell the flat while the market is booming. I can't see how might un-tangle myself from all this messy situation; how to heal and/or repair whatever mistakes I may have made as I feel that I burned some bridges unnecessarily while having so little to hold on to.
Could someone be so kind as to help me interpret this sequence of castings
I've asked: what to do in my situation? I got Hexagram 43.2.6 > 13
I got the ideas of breakthrough and fellowship/friendship and perhaps "crying out for help" so I asked: if I send a voicemsg or letter to my previous employer and collaborator to clarify what happened, what would be the outcome?
I got Hexagram 3.1.3 >39
This one got me really confuse so I finalized with a request: please counsel me then my relationship to this person (thinking on how to relate to this person): I got Hexagram 57uc.
Days later, I asked: is it worth pursuing any communication/links with these people? I got Hexagram 62.3>16.
My last attempt was asking the IC to please counsel me on my situation and I received again Hexagram 62.2>32.
Again the idea of trespass and laying low. I then asked about asking someone for help with a small piece of extra work that would maybe help me to get out of this close loop, and I got (again) Hexagram 43, this time 43.1.2.5 > 62 (again).
Thanks for your help and support. I'm exhausted and having trouble to think straight.
Mari
I would be grateful if anyone could help me interpret a sequence of castings that refer to my current situation.
I am in a very complex and really difficult personal and professional situation: I'm financially dependent on others (including my husband who has the means to pay the rent and most bills and my senior managers at work, in a company that doesn't stand by its employees). I'm often constrained by these people and by their opinions when shared in strong/imperative terms - I appear hard on the outside but am softie inside and so easily swayed by what people think/say/expect.
Now, I did get a one year contract gig that I thought would me make feel better and more empowered so I left the work arrangements that were in place. But in that process I cut ties with a collaborator that I miss (or am obsessing about due to retrospective imaginings of what might be), though I am not sure I could trust fully her as there was a lot of miscommunication between us.
Tying up all this precarious situation is the fact that I'm not even in my own home country (not even continent) so the tendency to rely on and defer to others in an unfamiliar place is even bigger. I have no friends or aides. It's a year, now, into the pandemic and most of it was spent confined. I've also counted a lot of losses during this confinement and what was already a super tough situation became even heavier, more difficult to bear as it feels like something has got to give - and it's mostly been my mental health. even the landlord has tried to kick us out to sell the flat while the market is booming. I can't see how might un-tangle myself from all this messy situation; how to heal and/or repair whatever mistakes I may have made as I feel that I burned some bridges unnecessarily while having so little to hold on to.
Could someone be so kind as to help me interpret this sequence of castings
I've asked: what to do in my situation? I got Hexagram 43.2.6 > 13
I got the ideas of breakthrough and fellowship/friendship and perhaps "crying out for help" so I asked: if I send a voicemsg or letter to my previous employer and collaborator to clarify what happened, what would be the outcome?
I got Hexagram 3.1.3 >39
This one got me really confuse so I finalized with a request: please counsel me then my relationship to this person (thinking on how to relate to this person): I got Hexagram 57uc.
Days later, I asked: is it worth pursuing any communication/links with these people? I got Hexagram 62.3>16.
My last attempt was asking the IC to please counsel me on my situation and I received again Hexagram 62.2>32.
Again the idea of trespass and laying low. I then asked about asking someone for help with a small piece of extra work that would maybe help me to get out of this close loop, and I got (again) Hexagram 43, this time 43.1.2.5 > 62 (again).
Thanks for your help and support. I'm exhausted and having trouble to think straight.
Mari