Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
Hex 3.6 to 42
'Now driving a team of horses, now tears of blood flow.'
The suitor drives out with his best horses, but there is no bride here for him to find. Pouring out the best of yourself in a concerted effort to forge ahead, you find no response, and your energy drains away. You're over-extended, too narrowly focused on a single direction, and forgetting what a well-rooted relationship feels like.
Why if he has chosen to stay with her, does he still want to talk to me I do not understand. He is not in an unhappy marriage so I do not know the reason of him wanting to continue our virtual affair. Friday night I broke the silence, I weakened and answered his email. I am very much in love with him but I cannot accept the situation as it is now. Therefore I asked how and if there is a way .....
I cannot accept the situation as it is now. Therefore I asked how and if there is a way .....
If I stay I suffer if I leave I suffer maybe more as I am totally alone.
I am very much in love with him but I cannot accept the situation as it is now. Therefore I asked how and if there is a way .....
If I stay I suffer if I leave I suffer maybe more as I am totally alone.
Thanks for reading my story
.... Things are never black and white there is a lot of grey in between.
This is why I have this enormous dilemma.
Till soon and thanks again
As you are recognizing, staying in the current situation is untenable. If you leave you may feel as if you are "totally alone," but that's obviously not entirely realistic is it? It sounds like a growth area for you and a direction which I think asking more questions about might help as your first step. I'd let things fall into place from there.
In order to find one’s place in the infinity of being, one must be able both to separate and to unite.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).