"how can i get better?" and Yi's answer, 41.2.3.4 to 30 - urgent

[Melissa_here]

Hello all.

I am in a weird situation.

I currently I am not feeling good in my new job - I have 'IBS' and that means anxious gas at work.

My work requires lots of meetings in closed rooms. I am not coping.

This is meant to be an 8 week contract, but it was hinted at before these problems became apparent they want to extend it.

Now it feels like they want to get rid of me immediately.

I also had plans to move to Bali in 10 weeks, but thought if this job wanted to keep me, that I would stay.

I know my problems are anxiety and environmental related.

Any insight on this reading would be so so so helpful.

"how can i get better?" and Yi's answer, 41.2.3.4 to 30.

ps:I have just updated any threads I could!!!

 

[Trojina]

By chilling out, aiming to put less in(41), not spreading yourself too thin (41.3)

You have clarity on the causes of your illness (30) so you have now to implement which might involve caring less (41.2) Sometimes you'll be throwing energy at things that don't need so much energy. You need to practise not caring as much as you do. Strangely when you start caring less relations become a lot easier with people around you (41.4) and it's likely your gut will thank you too.

This may seem a bit glib but I think it's quite a clear answer. 41 shows you can't have everything and something has to go. If you want to go to Bali you'll have to lose your job and if you keep your job you can't go to Bali. But Yi isn't calling for you to pour in more and more energy but make reductions, give only what is necessary, reduce performance.

 

[Trojina]

Oh no it was this one I answered. You asked same questions on new thread so got confused

 

[Trojina]

I don't know why you ignored this and went and started another thread with similar questions. This one is marked 'urgent' too. You may as well have put the same questions in one thread

 

[Melissa_here]

Oh damn... sorry Trojina... I didnt see the response to this! And for some reason I thought I asked a different question than this one!

Thank you for your interpretation, it is exactly spot on. I know it is my constant worrying causing this. I just at the moment dont know how to turn it off!!! But I do know some techniques, its just being patient and hoping the healing will come.