I am being judged by God, I guess?

[Topher]

Here is the thing, last 4 persons I have tried recently to date, ended in nothing, the thing is what do they have in common? their name, why do I keep finding people named after this name? I dont know. i looked the meaning of the name and says "God is my judge" ok then this pretty much I am being judged unfairly, I only have adopted the belief in my teenager to early adulthood life that God could or not exist. Agnostic Atheism but could we consider that the persons who i have have felt in love with have the same name and I dont their names! (well name because it is the same always..), for example the last one person when I meet her let me know her with another name for the few first hours. but after a while of knowing each other for 5months I have found that we have so many similarities and even due to her I have considered to believe that God exists, for letting me know someone like her, who shares so many personality traits,and emotions(literally as sharing feeling each other's emotions) only that she had judged me to harshly, and I have done everything correctly, only the circumstances have caused the problems. so this isnt a casuality.I feel this is more about the literal meaning of her name which means God is my judge

I asked iching what should do I to earn God's forgiveness so could help me with {said the name}?

38.1.5.6>47

why does iching gives me an advice about her, this wasnt what I was asking nor what I meant? but why does it ends in 47?
is it God's talking through Iching or perhaps IChing only can give me an advice about something I can do by myself?

Does this mean I should insist with her?I havent contacted her since a long ago

 

[emperor888]

There's no such a think as God forgiveness or being punished by God. God/the Universe is only unconditional love and is always suppoting us when we need.

 

[Matali]

Here is the thing, last 4 persons I have tried recently to date, ended in nothing, the thing is what do they have in common? their name, why do I keep finding people named after this name? I dont know. i looked the meaning of the name and says "God is my judge" ok then this pretty much I am being judged unfairly, I only have adopted the belief in my teenager to early adulthood life that God could or not exist. Agnostic Atheism but could we consider that the persons who i have have felt in love with have the same name and I dont their names! (well name because it is the same always..), for example the last one person when I meet her let me know her with another name for the few first hours. but after a while of knowing each other for 5months I have found that we have so many similarities and even due to her I have considered to believe that God exists, for letting me know someone like her, who shares so many personality traits,and emotions(literally as sharing feeling each other's emotions) only that she had judged me to harshly, and I have done everything correctly, only the circumstances have caused the problems. so this isnt a casuality.I feel this is more about the literal meaning of her name which means God is my judge

I asked iching what should do I to earn God's forgiveness so could help me with {said the name}?

38.1.5.6>47

why does iching gives me an advice about her, this wasnt what I was asking nor what I meant? but why does it ends in 47?
is it God's talking through Iching or perhaps IChing only can give me an advice about something I can do by myself?

Does this mean I should insist with her?I havent contacted her since a long ago

Hello, I think this is a very important topic that you address here : when Yi is talking about another person ! Have you grieved this relationship ? When the answer seems completely out of step with the question...
Because yes, 38-47 : I think this answer is about your ex... From my point of view, that doesn't mean you have to contact her. Specialists here may be able to enlighten you better than I do

 

[my_key]

I asked iching what should do I to earn God's forgiveness so could help me with {said the name}?

38.1.5.6>47

Oppostion through Oppression
Right now it seems you are swimming against the tide in a vast ocean where all your actions seem to be guiding you to a place of exhaustion (47). Hex 38 can be about misunderstandings and the conflicting purposes of our inner world in relation to our outer world. Yi encourages the superior person to seek common purpose while recognising there is this diversity. This is best done through focusing on the small things (you and your world) rather than the bigger questions in life ( God the Universe and Everything).

Hex 38 is a time of transition and from the hexagram sequence it comes to you when much of what you have held as true is in flux. You have already come a long way along the way and so may now be better served by turning to face another direction. Although there are still some difficulties ahead a loosening of the ties that bind you is coming closer.

A look at the smaller details in the lines:

38.1 - Maybe, at the root of all this turmoil, you have lost the precious horse that you were riding. It's time to let it run loose it has served it's purpose. If it wants to come back of it's own accord it will.
38.5 - While you may feel alone and confused now is a time to consider how best to break through the things ( thoughts, feelings, behaviours) that are wrapping you up. It may be that you are missing something that will help you go forward.
38.6 - Right now you are seeing everything in a bad light - covered in mud. Your first reaction is to draw your bow to shoot them down. However, eventually it may come to pass that you will recognise that you are mistaken in how you see things. When that happens your fortune will change.

In answer to your question "what should I do to earn God's forgiveness" I would suggest that this is only really something you can answer. Yi looks to be inviting you recognise the perspectives you hold around your current view of the world as outlined in 38.1. Increasing your awareness of what might be going on for you allows you to find more informed insights into how you may address your question.

It advocates letting the horse you are riding to run free, thus allowing a new way forward to develop that will change the way you view your situation and with this new outlook allow better times ahead.

...of course it may mean nothing like this at all to you.

Good Luck

 

[Topher]

Oppostion through Oppression
Right now it seems you are swimming against the tide in a vast ocean where all your actions seem to be guiding you to a place of exhaustion (47). Hex 38 can be about misunderstandings and the conflicting purposes of our inner world in relation to our outer world. Yi encourages the superior person to seek common purpose while recognising there is this diversity. This is best done through focusing on the small things (you and your world) rather than the bigger questions in life ( God the Universe and Everything).

Hex 38 is a time of transition and from the hexagram sequence it comes to you when much of what you have held as true is in flux. You have already come a long way along the way and so may now be better served by turning to face another direction. Although there are still some difficulties ahead a loosening of the ties that bind you is coming closer.

A look at the smaller details in the lines:

38.1 - Maybe, at the root of all this turmoil, you have lost the precious horse that you were riding. It's time to let it run loose it has served it's purpose. If it wants to come back of it's own accord it will.
38.5 - While you may feel alone and confused now is a time to consider how best to break through the things ( thoughts, feelings, behaviours) that are wrapping you up. It may be that you are missing something that will help you go forward.
38.6 - Right now you are seeing everything in a bad light - covered in mud. Your first reaction is to draw your bow to shoot them down. However, eventually it may come to pass that you will recognise that you are mistaken in how you see things. When that happens your fortune will change.

In answer to your question "what should I do to earn God's forgiveness" I would suggest that this is only really something you can answer. Yi looks to be inviting you recognise the perspectives you hold around your current view of the world as outlined in 38.1. Increasing your awareness of what might be going on for you allows you to find more informed insights into how you may address your question.

It advocates letting the horse you are riding to run free, thus allowing a new way forward to develop that will change the way you view your situation and with this new outlook allow better times ahead.

...of course it may mean nothing like this at all to you.

Good Luck

maybe but how could I actually know that is referring to my point of view?

1. I know she cut all contact ok this wasn't my fault. now I mean i asked iching 2weeks ago what should I do about her and talked about 26UC, 3UC both point to the same action, doing some effort subtly,and try not push too much.

Today i asked and received 38.1 and 38.6 by itself

this makes me think that
currently she looks me as 38.6 while I am her friend. and 38.1 says she will return if I can approach to her, to react completion 38.6 suggest allowing the cycle (currently at 63) to get to completion (64)

i think this is telling me that perhaps things could improve? I mean I wasnt originally asking about her since 2 weeks ago..

now referring to you insight


5. yes I feel like this with this matter. there is nothing ever I can do to change anything with the women with said name, and she is not an excepton.
6. what if the one in this line isn't me? the fact it talks about it when I asked for her tells me this isn't exactly myself the someone in a bad light

 

[my_key]

maybe but how could I actually know that is referring to my point of view?

That's the real tricky thing with divination .......only you will be able to answer this question. Only you will know what you know and whether it is referring to your point of view. Knowing goes beyond thinking and the mind, knowing is felt deep in the bones.

Good Luck

 

[Topher]

That's the real tricky thing with divination .......only you will be able to answer this question. Only you will know what you know and whether it is referring to your point of view. Knowing goes beyond thinking and the mind, knowing is felt deep in the bones.

Good Luck

I mean I think line 1 refers to me because yes she is the horse...
then line 5 could be me aswell I could have done something that caused to worsen the problem but it was due to ignorance... I cant tell what's in someone else mind
but line 6 doesnt sounds like me if you take the literal hexagram's lines..but if I take your interpretation yes that would be me

 

[my_key]

I mean I think line 1 refers to me because yes she is the horse...
then line 5 could be me aswell I could have done something that caused to worsen the problem but it was due to ignorance... I cant tell what's in someone else mind
but line 6 doesnt sounds like me if you take the literal hexagram's lines..but if I take your interpretation yes that would be me

It's important to remember that thinking isn't knowing and especially if your interpretation only sounds like an understanding then taking someone elses interpretation above that which you know or have inklings of deep down only leads to disaster.

Rather than overthink and second guess to the point of exhaustion around any more of my comments I'm going to step back now and leave you with your own ponderings and interpretations. Remember, though, to ensure your interpretations align with your question. Keep going. I get a sense that you are closer than you imagine to reaching the other side.


Good Luck

 

[Topher]

It's important to remember that thinking isn't knowing and especially if your interpretation only sounds like an understanding then taking someone elses interpretation above that which you know or have inklings of deep down only leads to disaster.

Rather than overthink and second guess to the point of exhaustion around any more of my comments I'm going to step back now and leave you with your own ponderings and interpretations. Remember, though, to ensure your interpretations align with your question. Keep going. I get a sense that you are closer than you imagine to reaching the other side.


Good Luck

OK I think understand most of it.and the last paragraph has the conclusion
38 you said it was about small matters. so it will be telling me something about how to try to fix the problem with her

interpreting with what I feel
1. means to not chase her but her meaning is not leaving her entirely since 46UC and 3UC have shown that I should at least try something. it tells me about when doing the contact with her to not try to make her come back for whatever think i say rather I should try to solve the opposition to reach completion in line 6 it talks about the cycle "by allowing uniqueness, opposition and then acceptance to flow in its natural cycle" now the thing is to solve the problem it refers to line 6 as allowing uniqueness ? not sure if it refers to the uniqueness of the situation, then opposition(what I am currently facing) then acceptance to flow with the results of whatever I try to solve the opposition (which I asked what should do to reduce it,19.1.4 > 40)

somehow I assume that 19,1.4 cant happen if I dont get the opposition to change (edit: this shouldnt be thought that could be causing me to not solve the issue? maybe I should follow 19.1.4 first)

something curious in a secenario where I was casting what if I contacted her what should I tell her

received 56 UC
its message is clear

Spoiler: 56 and 40.1.4 relation with 38.5/38.1

it tells me to
"Each new day is launched on a fresh landscape—one that reaches out to grab our attention"-> if I followed 3 and 46UC the message i should send her each time should be different of course..

"be sincere, flexible, and undemanding rather than stubborn.. Get rid of attitudes and habits that could encumber you or make you too conspicuous."-> be sincere, flexible with the message and dont ask her for her friendship at all. and I need to stop some behavior which somehow caused me trouble kinda sounds like some kind of acittude i had(before I assume I wasnt patient, because I couldnt wait for her to act return to her own accord) but how do you achieve this if you dont follow 46UC advice? i maybe should try to wait for her between emails to see if she acts first(i mean the first time she unblocked me 2week ago I didnt wait and I messaged her first) so i dont understand if this is a conffirmation of 46UC ?

how do I know this refers to waiting if I contacted her?

"Pay close attention to local customs, and honor them." ->respect her belief and what she considers to be appropiate about what a is a worthwhile friendship.

now to confirm what really mean I asked the same question and received 40.1.4

40.1 is taken as a conffirmation about what I queried so the above interpretation is true (I highlighted in bold what I thought before casting)
40.4 refers about

A. Liberate yourself from egotism and allow the trustworthy insights of the Self to guide you.
B. Control your compulsive fear or anxiety and success will come of itself.
C. The image suggests that perhaps you have fallen in with bad company – abandon inferior influences.

this can be considered out of 3, 1) I shouldnt be egoist when talking to her and ler myself to know what to write her, not my ego which desires something else than her friendship. now refers to something from 56 "Get rid of attitudes and habits that" 2)stop being pushy as a toe, i should try to not push with anxious responses/to not wait for her? "Deliver yourself from your big toe and the companion will come"

38.5) refer she sees me as an enemy the wrapping is the behavior that causes her to see me as an an enemy ( perhaps the clingy/pushy behavior to not wait)
38.6 "The steps to union can only be achieved by allowing uniqueness, opposition and then acceptance to flow in its natural cycle," the opposition is mentioned in 38.1 so to reach before completionI should proceed to follow 38.1 advice (honoring differences, don’t attempt to chase,Accepting those for who they are can attract their return.To cross to the other side of Opposition requires that you honor differences while staying true to oneself. You need only go half way, so don’t sacrifice your uniqueness. if I need to honor the difference means I should try to solve her bad perception of me in 38.5, which was due to the behavior she doesnt like(does here refer to try to be myself while doing what she wants I be ? less clingy/impulsive?), here talks she would find love from my part if she stop looking me like this... I assume that the solution is to stop the opposition to which answer is 19.1.4

38.1.5.6 's meaning
in short 38.1.5.6 to solve the opposition and finish the cycle (which is currently before completion , 63) i will end up en exhaustion because as previous old casting ( 46,3 UC) it requires times and gentle persuation, and persistence to solve the opposition in line 38.1 through the steps in 40.4, curious how 19.1.4 moves to 40? maybe is it impclitly telling me I should follow 19.1.4 advice to reach the way to contact her and reach completion? and 38.5 is that she sees me in a bad light,while I love her but there is a bahvior fo mine(being clingy or pushy? that makes her see me as an enemy)? and to solve the issue I have to complete the cycle ,Authenticity is not sacrificed so that deeper affection can grow (probably I shouldnt remain friendly so I can love her)

Spoiler: ...

the only thing I dont have clear is what is the behavior I should change that then I should stay true to myself (to honor differences while staying true to oneself), is it that I should be friendly towards her or perhaps that I should change to be less clingy/pushy?

I asssume being clingy/pushy but I wonder how I can get to follow 46/3UC ?while 38.1 tells me to not?or perhaps it tells me to wait between responses on each email

I asked if I should base my email on 19.1.4 and received 64
I received 6.5 > 63 if I should send her the email
but I asked if I reaching 63 helps me to get back to me. 30uc, this is a no it will require clarification
to make her see me as a friend (as I am ) and reduce/stop her oppresion I should 47.2.4

to solve my doubt if I stop sending from now on her emails would she come back? 58.3.5 > 34 it is a no
i have to try to send her email and wait for her response 45.3.4.5>15 45.3 is a not but why 4 and 5 are possitive?

 

[Topher]

well I have followed the suggestion but Iching told me I have another oppotuniry ( I mean the email wasnt read if Iching's answer was accurate)

to solve this problem it told me two answer

19.5.6 > 61 it sounds like if i do something that let her judge if my sacrifice or unselfish approach would lead to a 61.
is it a sacrifice or I am misunderstanding the line 19.6?
"Put the needs of another before your own needs to harness this great hearted approach"

19.1.2.6 > 23 , this doesnt seem a good reading, it tells me if I talk about her emotions with sensivity and do something as a sacrifice it will end up in splitting apart.

to tell her
45.6 > 12?
how to to break this period of lack of communication?

12.2.5