Jealousy 64.2 to 55

[Hepzibah]

Question : guidance on the primitive negative emotions I experience about Vlad’s entanglement in the family coffers ? Reading: 64.1.2.3.6 to 55. Someone whom am very fond of is involved in long term haggling over the family coffers . I feel unexpected jealousy / envy about the great wealth . I know all these truisms about wealth doesn’t mean happiness and I see the suffering Vlad has to go through but it’s like an unbidden primitive jealousy rises up in me and I think as a child does why can’t I have that .... I see the readings as follows : 64.1 wet tail not quite across with this issue. 64.2 don’t allow anxiety to drive me. 64.3 make the transition and see things from Vlads perspective. 64.6 things will be well if a certain propriety is observed . ... 55 relating

 

[diamanda]

guidance on the primitive negative emotions I experience about Vlad’s entanglement in the family coffers
64.1.2.3.6 > 55

The lines of 64 show quite a lot of struggle.
64.1 shows a failed effort and humiliation because of it.
64.2 shows a painful need to be patient (when we really want to push ahead).
64.3 shows wading in a big river, testing the dangerous waters.
In 64.6 there's finally success, but there is still the danger of 'immersing one's head' again and losing it.
55 shows abundance (riches), but also the footnote 'be not sad', so one still feels sad.

In conclusion, whoever wants riches should be really prepared to go through tons of stress, and then some, and they still won't end up happy. Come to think about it, human beings feel heart-elation and surges of joy because of many things, but I really don't believe that a full wallet is one of them.

 

[Hepzibah]

Diamanda, I see myself here in the struggle humiliation painful patience riches but still sadness but this is paralleling exactly what the other person is experiencing . It’s like a mirror image ...

 

[diamanda]

It certainly looks like describing your feelings, and also what your friend is going through. Your question was about your 'primitive negative emotions' and the answer looks quite apt.

 

[Hepzibah]

I came back to this thread as the more time passes the more stunned I am with the reading . I asked Yi for guidance on how to cope with my jealousy over another persons riches . Yi mirrored in the reading the struggle the other person had and continues to go through in order to get the riches . Down to he footnote ‘sad’. This is the word the person often uses to describe their disposition or life. . Yi says that after the riches sadness still remains . Amazing insight ....