Clarity,
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PO Box 6945,
London.
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United Kingdom
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I cant spend another winter on the dole and with no prospects.
I'm completely confined to this grey dank city.
My social life is at a dead end.
The person i love and the only one i have ever loved is with someone else.
The I ching is the only thing keeping me from going under.
This masters course was my escape route.
I see this line as a warning against the tendency to see oneself at this point as at the end of an epic journey, as having completed an entire personal story line. Its tempting here to make a story for oneself out of a cumulation of experiences since it really can look like a grand finale of a pretty major thread in ones life This temptation to wind up and recount ones own story to oneself is very seductive here and easy to drown in since( I've found) the events or times this refers to often really do seem quite like an end chapter or a full stop.. It is necessary to pull oneself out of the story making in order to really meet the future yet it is hard to do so. One might feel 'pulled under' by this tendency to recount since its carrying the weight of previous personal meanings/personal stories from the past. I think resisting being pulled under the 'water' here requires insight and self discipline and is hard in that it may not feel a natural direction in ones own personal life story. But believing this is the last lap of the journey one misses how far there still is to go and how many more stories and story lines there are coming next. Trojan
Hi Yxely,
Just to add my own experience with 16.4 over the years - I have always found the outcome positive. I don't know about the "slightly delusional" aspect of this line because it has never applied to any of my readings. Considering all different questions that I asked and got 16.4 I had some kind of help coming my way, friends that proved to be supportive and favourable conditions at work.
Hope it works the same for you.:bows:
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).