Love

[ilary]

Hallo!

It is about a man I knew for the part 6 years, We are always on and off playing games with each other hurting each other. They call it love? He is married now but my feelings are still there. My recent dream brought some nostalgic thoughts. Describe his view on me I asked the oracle and the answer was 44.1.2 >> 13. Allors, me a sexy influences in his life? For sure!

Any thoughts?

XOXO

 

[pocossin]

Any thoughts?

Yes. Odd that a person in Carcassonne would spell alors with two l's, and I not even knowing French. But never mind. There is a symbol of amity in a pair of ll's, you possibly intended to suggest. Your hurting each other touches me. People shouldn't hurt each other. Alors, . . .

What is X's view of me?

We might rephrase this: What am I that X should view me? And this rephrasing is just because self knowledge can release us from much sorrow.

44.1.2 > 13


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The judgment and appended text present hexagram 44 as a powerful woman, but King Wen, whose guidance I follow, saw this hexagram as a cracked shell (plastromancy) now being inscribe with query and outcome. Did your cruel lover ever write on you or vice versa? But never mind -- don't take this too literally. In affairs of the heart much suffering comes from our inability to be truthful to each other. That is undoubtedly the kind of inscription meant. We send false messages, pretend what we are not, and pretense has a sharp double edge.

Line 1 is the line of wealth, suggesting money issues. Line 2 is the line of of health. These potent forces of life were uppermost at times in your conflict. Sad, because those truly in love say "for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health". And interpersonal conflict brings neither wealth nor health but deprives us of them.

Hexagram 13 is the militia -- comrades at arms -- the state that follows the banditry and corruption of hexagram 12. That's why there is fellowship. It is the fellowship of a posse, not a social club. It is a forceful suppression of the disorderly. And since the query concerns how X views you, I think X views you as a threat to the social institution of marriage he enjoys. Carry your torch too long and you burn yourself.

 

[willowfox]

He thinks that you a dangerous woman and therefore cannot consort with you again as he doesn't want to lose his soul.

 

[hilary]

To follow my own protocol -

I believe ilary is probably another incarnation of Cutiecat etc.

 

[ilary]

Pfff, spelling who cares. You are a spelling cop, non? I was never good at spelling.
Thank you so much for your responses both two of them. It is very helpful also it feels so true.
Il
XOXO