moving on

[Tohpol]

Hi everyone,

I've been trying to "keep still" as life gets progressively more difficult and blocked, though this is to be expected. (This continues on from the "2007" threads). The IC has been a great guide for allowing me to see my behavior and to thus move forward emotionally. The real battle is always in the mind.

I'm currrently trying to find a place to rent/share having moved to my second temporary and bed. Very much the "wanderer" right now. IC seems to be saying now is not the right time again which is causing me some frustration. I have to let go here as well it seems. But I have to be out of my current place in around 10 days so I don't know...

I asked about whether to go for one flatshare and received:

39.5.6 > 15

I then asked about going to an agency where you'd have to pay a bit of money for an inside list:

39 unchanging.

Finally, I asked are there any possibilities with the list of flats I have? Am I missing something here?

9.1.2.5 > 52.

I then thought about the idea that I cannot be creative at the moment in the sense of forcing things, so I asked if should place an ad describing what I'm looking for?

24.1> 2

I took from all this that I have to have faith and trust while quieting the emotions. Although it speaks of "small gains" there is little I can do in this situation except actively look, or don't look. The only receptive element must come from the advert. Though if it's referring to another way of doing things I have no idea what that might be. It seems that there can be progress later on but HOW later on and what I'm meant to do in the meantime is the question...Money is running out.

If anyone wants to jump in with a few thoughts on the above I'd really appreciate the input.

topal

 

[willowfox]

"I asked about whether to go for one flatshare and received: 39.5.6 > 15"

Hex 39.5 your problem will be solved through the help of 'friends'.

Hex 39.6 do not turn down the flatshare, it is okay, so go talk with the other person.

Hex 15 modesty, being humble but realistic, so accept the flatshare, success.

"I then asked about going to an agency where you'd have to pay a bit of money for an inside list: 39 unchanging."

Hex 39 obstruction, you will not get anything in the short term, it will required a great deal of effort to get a result. Not worth wasting time and money on.

"Finally, I asked are there any possibilities with the list of flats I have? Am I missing something here? 9.1.2.5 > 52."

Hex 9.1 says you will not find a place from your list, blocked.

Hex 9.2 says to stop wasting your time with that list, if you try then you will be turned down.

Hex 9.5 you need to cooperate with other people in order to find a place, not from a list.

Hex 52 says to keep still, stop with the list because there are no flat possibilities on it.

"I then thought about the idea that I cannot be creative at the moment in the sense of forcing things, so I asked if should place an ad describing what I'm looking for? 24.1> 2"

Hex 24.1 stop your worrying and negative thought about your situation and place the ad.

Hex 2 signifies a successful outcome, all you have to do is to wait for the replies.

 

[Tohpol]

hey willowfox,

Thanks again for your timely help.

I just heard back from some flatshare people I visited last week and who I thought had chosen someone else. Apparently they still have to decide but they seem quite happy. So, we'll see. A friend has just offered to help me out with phone calls too so that's good.

I'll place the ad and see what happens...

Thanks again for your help, it really brings things into focus and helps me find a path which seems very obscured at the moment.

topal