Negativity and Yi 56 <2,4> 18

[nAstWr]

I was wondering if I affect iching answers with my negativity. I feel yi as my best friend that I talk to her about my problems all the time. I know it's a mistake but I ask the same questions and I am so negative even if some of the answers are auspicious. I have been so disappointed with my life that I can't believe that something good is going to happen to me because from the answers I have received I see only suffering in my future.

Does my negative thinking affect the answers I receive?
hexagram 56 changing lines 2 and 5 to hexagram 18
I think the answer is clear. I have a servant (yi) which is a very trustworthy mean of divination but even If I have yi as an "ax" to fight my problems my heart is not glad. My state of mind affects the answers and I spoil them.

Am I correct? What do you believe?

 

[nAstWr]

I would like to edit my post but I can't. The changing lines are 2 and 4 of hex 56.

 

[rosada]

I don't think it's so much that you spoil the the answers, more like you don't trust them. The Wanderer is not at home in 56.4 so he feels anxious. Positive answers don't feel familiar to you so your "heart is not glad" when you receive them. I think 18. Work on What has Been Spoiled, is you recognizing you want to transform this knee jerk rejection of good fortune.
Are you familiar with the web site TUT.com?
You sign up (free) and everyday they send you an email telling you how fabulous you are and how wonderful the day is going to be, signed The Universe. It sounds hokey but if you read these perk-ups every day they work! They can reprogram a lifetime of negative self talk in a couple of days!
Good luck with it,
Rosada

 

[nAstWr]

Ha Rosada! I didn't know about tut.com. I can't believe that there is sth like this! I am going to check it out! Thank you