NOTHING is straightforward anymore: what should I do? 35.2 to 64

[youngmaid]

Hello Everyone,

Happy Good Friday!

Everything (literally EVERYTHING) in my life has totally disintegrated and/or transformed within the past month.

1) I ACTUALLY have a love life where for years my romance was stale.
2) I've FINALLY moved into my own place (I was gypsying it for nearly 8 months when I moved back home to Los Angeles from London, putting all my extra money into business ventures and getting my feet on the ground).
3) I lost my main source of income and now I'm on unemployment AND I'm currently in talks to dissolve a lingerie business that I had with my friend. (The main source of income was a temp job that I THOROUGHLY hated, because I kept getting papercuts and I felt dead in that admin environment; that's why I had been trying so hard to get my writing/editorial business up AND working on my second lingerie business. Our partnership is up in the air because of poor communication and deceit, two things that in hindsight can be objectively cited to be a result of my (ex)partner not being upfront with me about crucial things, being all in it for herself.)
4) My social life is booming. (So many of my friends are being incredibly amazing and supportive right now, hooking me up with love, care and favors left and right.)

Long story short, I don't know what to do. I'm also feeling a bit like all of my efforts to improve my life, socially, romantically but ESPECIALLY professionally, that I've put in the past few years were in vain.

Weird though: I'm LOVING LIFE RIGHT NOW! My rent and cost of living is cheap, so I don't have to worry about that. I'm writing EVERYDAY now and I'm focusing more on developing a personality for my fledgling writing/editorial business (which is just me). I'm loving most of the people around me and I'm loving prospects for the future. All in all I feel INTERNAL peace, something that I've been devoid of for a long time.

Still, I have no idea what to do next other than enact my funemployed game plan: pursue every avenue that appeals to me and is potentially profitable.

So, with all this in mind, I asked the Yi the following questions:
1) Since many elements of my life disintegrated I'm left with pieces but no puzzle. No clue. What should I do? I got 35.2 to 64

I took that answer as just go for it, get involved. Things seem a bit crappy right now, you may be a bit worried (35.2), but it'll all turn out well in the end. Be cautious though, because what's coming next is a seriously new epoch in your life (64).

2) I'll stick to my "go-for-it" plan and just pursue all avenues with the knowledge that I have no control over anything and I have no idea what'll happen. What, if any, positive events will likely occur in my near future regarding advancing professionally? I got 30.2.5 to 1

I'm having a bit of trouble interpreting this second answer.


Anyway, thank you so much for taking the time out to read this. I would really appreciate any advice you can give me. Thank you so much and have a great day!

~YM x

 

[icastes]

30-2.5 means that good fortune will be yours, if you remain on the correct path, be humble and obliging, have respect for the opinion of others, especially the elderly, and if you unite with others in a common cause. Cooperative ventures are favored. Do not be rash, impulsive, short-sighted, or sway simply by emotions. The moving lines indicate, first, good fortune, and, second, that giving appropriate expression of your emotions is good for you. The resultant 1 is a good sign for practically everything, but be careful for the unexpected and the accidental. In other words, watch what you are doing. Be cautious and work step-by-step in a rational and ordered way, and then you will find the professional work you want. With 30, it would be wise to gain the trust of older people, and with 1 to be deliberate. Although results do not come immediately, in the long run if you behave correctly you will get more than suitable employment.

 

[youngmaid]

30-2.5 means that good fortune will be yours, if you remain on the correct path, be humble and obliging, have respect for the opinion of others, especially the elderly, and if you unite with others in a common cause. Cooperative ventures are favored. Do not be rash, impulsive, short-sighted, or sway simply by emotions. The moving lines indicate, first, good fortune, and, second, that giving appropriate expression of your emotions is good for you. The resultant 1 is a good sign for practically everything, but be careful for the unexpected and the accidental. In other words, watch what you are doing. Be cautious and work step-by-step in a rational and ordered way, and then you will find the professional work you want. With 30, it would be wise to gain the trust of older people, and with 1 to be deliberate. Although results do not come immediately, in the long run if you behave correctly you will get more than suitable employment.

Thank you so much iCastes! You've really provided me with a workable plan of action. I didn't really know how to craft an approach or HOW to just "go for it". And now, with your advice, I feel much more secure in tackling the present/future. Thank you, I will heed all you say and I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR WISDOM! I hope you're having a great day. x