Clarity,
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London.
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Hi,
I do wonder if I have been a selfish non - team player in some way (I feel I've moved on, and nothing for it but to forget - not cut ties, just not regard in my life anymore because I know they don't regard me (says it all really) But it's a shame I don't feel that life is still open to me because of how it ended.. so I asked is this right?
59.3,4,5,6 > 32
An enduring dispersion? Seems to say sometimes dissolution is necessary for a new beginning - probably a lot of that group are moving on to different things now. So would you say the Yi is just highlighting it as a natural progression?
Also 59.6 - perhaps my extricating myself from that environment has saved trouble (for myself and perhaps them as I didn't fit in brilliantly) and is beneficial - Dissolving his blood (so that it can't be shed)
I also asked why I have now failed with friendships (groups) twice, where bad has outweighed good ultimately..
29.1,2,3,5 > 36
I have definitely learnt and finally accepted that it is not worth trying to fit in with a group - much better to value the close friends and follow your nature rather than how you think you should be.. Would the reading be highlighting that when in a dangerous situation (ie a group of people I am unsure about) I should protect myself, and hide my light from them? Makes sense because in the past I have tried to make it work and pretended all was well, but ended up an outsider anyway.. It's just that I like people and groups, but I guess the problem stems from the pressure I then place on myself to 'perform' and then end up feeling inadequate, so I don't contribute well.. I do know as well that it has been due to a lack of common ground and differing attitudes etc sometimes too.. and certain people with bad and superior attitudes...
Another reading I am unsure about is about my recent living situation which was constantly up and down - sometimes I felt comfortable, other times not.. primarily due to one person but they were a group, and made it clear by the end that they didn't consider me much at all.. and it just dissolved.
What did I do wrong?
54.5
Could that be saying that they just weren't suited to me and I should wait for better opportunities for friendships?
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).