PTSD

[becalm]

Further to this thread https://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/index.php?threads/33-31.32636/

I need to get a Psycholgist report and I've a choice to use 2 or I'd prefer just one. It's overwhelming to have to talk about these past traumas again once, let alone twice.

How could sessions with M help me get the DSP
Hex 50.2.6>62
The resulting Line 6 looks good to me and maybe Line 2 is just describing my PTSD.

How could sessions with L help me get the DSP
Hex 38.1.3.4>18
Line 1 - I don't really want to go through my story again
Line 3 - The past traumas that impact my life
Line 5 - To get the DSP I have to use someone like her
Hex 18 - the corruption that caused the PTSD

I don't use Western medicine but at a particularly bad time last year I used a Naturapath and I've asked him for a report of my symptoms and medicines prescribed. He hasn't responded to my request and I wonder if it would help anyway.
How would a report from the Naturapath help me get the DSP
Hex 10.4.6>60
It's a good step to take but I might have to push to get the report from him.

 

[Trojina]

See PM I sent you

 

[dfreed]

How could sessions with M help me get the DSP

I am not familiar with "DSP. Is this the "Psychologist report"? And do you need to see a psychologist to get one? And if you don't mind, why do you need it? (or don't share this if you don't want to).

D

 

[becalm]

I am not familiar with "DSP. Is this the "Psychologist report"? And do you need to see a psychologist to get one? And if you don't mind, why do you need it? (or don't share this if you don't want to).

D

My long term PTSD prevents me from working and functioning on some levels which means I can no longer top up my financial job support with casual or part time jobs and that leaves me in financial dire straits which triggers anxiety.
DSP is Disability Support Pension which is twice the amount I get now.
It's very had to get DSP so I need a lot of evidence to back up my claim that I can longer work.

 

[dfreed]

sessions with M ... Hex 50.2.6>62

This seems like the best option to me, and might have the added benefit of helping you heal/deal with your ptsd; 50.2: "Tripod-bowl full .... illness makes my comrades drop; before it hits me, it will stop".

 

[Trojina]

I'd be inclined to have a session with both and I just feel that from the readings because the 38 here could be just a different view point.

Also 50.2 does not bode that well for people being on side. There's some negativity in someone's perceptions that can't hurt you but they are there. Generally it's a good reading though and it looks like the session is able to hold and transform what is said.

By transform I mean recreate the narrative through different classification for example. Maybe there's a better label than PTSD for your condition. I have no idea it's just when I have had counselling very often my idea of what is wrong is reframed and renamed, that's what counsellors often do. It may help your case to end up with a slightly different diagnosis or 'label'. The 62 would also indicate attention to detail over what this is called, how to classify it. It may not be easy for you but it also may help your case. I notice the 4 as yang pattern and 50 as yin pattern. Somehow I wouldn't be surprised if you end up calling this something other than PTSD. I could be wrong of course.

The 38.1.3.4>18 looks less defining possibly more sympathetic. A different way of seeing you. But of course it's not sympathy you want here it's a good clear definition and indicator of the kind of ill health you suffer from.

If it's going to benefit you maybe have both but I tend to feel the 50 reading gives a clearer outcome. However be careful of your own reactions if the person changes the definition of your health issue. You might feel resentful or annoyed, the 50.2 could be you, but try to keep in mind long term this could help you more. If you call it PTSD and they write on the form 'anxiety and depression' (just as an example, obviously I have no idea) I don't think you need to fight that FWIW

How would a report from the Naturapath help me get the DSP
Hex 10.4.6>60

I'm seeing that answer as general reassurance that you can get DSP . Generally, at least in the UK, alternative practitioners reports won't carry as much weight as medical reports but nonetheless they can help, you have another person confirming the issues you have. It's like Yi is saying you're being ultra careful (10.4) in backing up your claim with the naturopath's report. That's fine. Use whatever evidence you have.

 

[becalm]

Thank you Trojina - I'd be fine if they labelled it something else. Whatever the mental health issues are, come from trauma both historical and in recent years so maybe PTSD was the easiest way to label it from the initial diagnose.
That's right I'm not looking for sympathy just someone to understand that whatever it is does affect my capacity to work.

 

[becalm]

This seems like the best option to me, and might have the added benefit of helping you heal/deal with your ptsd; 50.2: "Tripod-bowl full .... illness makes my comrades drop; before it hits me, it will stop".

Thank you. I've had one session with her and she already gave me some insight in how to look at things from a different perspective She is the first psychologist for a long time who sounded like she heard me.
I stopped using psychologists because after mine retired the next two didn't look any further past the facade I've learnt to put up to mask my reality.

 

[dfreed]

Thank you. I've had one session with her .... She is the first psychologist for a long time who sounded like she heard me.

I'm glad that's working out for you. I don't know how your system works, but hopefully she can also provide you or help you with the DSP.

 

[becalm]

I'm glad that's working out for you. I don't know how your system works, but hopefully she can also provide you or help you with the DSP.

Thank you I appreciate you saying that.
It turns out I need to see both of them for the right evidence but she said she's the one that can support my application in a different way to the other as she's connected to the government body that gives the DSP.

 

[becalm]

In terms of Trojina saying I might end up with them calling it different to PTSD (50.2) - the counsellor has said the PTSD comes from the trauma of the Parenting Attachment Style my mother used instead of specifically what I thought it was. So I'm guessing this is what Trojina pointed out in the reading.
The sessions are having a draining impact on me, at the same time as giving me answers.

 

[Trojina]

Hopefully it will all be worth it in the long run