Silly stuff...

[kdedeaux4]

I'm wishing I hadn't asked this question, but I did...and now I'm hoping for feedback and insight into the answer because I know I am often too narrow minded regarding my own questions to open my thoughts to the bigger message/picture the IC is often offering.

I have just recently reconnected with a man whom I had a crush on in the 6th grade!! Soooo silly I never told anyone of this crush and he barely knew I existed (he is 4 years older than I). So although it's a reconnection of sorts, it's actually more of a first connection really... He lives pretty far away from me though for anything big to ever come of this.......

And although it is way too early and vague for me to be contemplating such things at this point, being hopelessly curious(and feeling a little like a crushing 6th grader all over again), I asked the IC for insight into the possibilities with this man.
Response: 23.6. changing to 2.
This doesn't seem too hopeful for much coming from this. 23/splitting apart? Doesn't seem the best hex to get regarding a new interest from an old secret crush!!?!! But the receptivity of hex 2 almost sounds hopeful of something positive coming of it...
Any thoughts?
~Namaste~

 

[willowfox]

Line 23.6 says that even though you have not seen this person for many years the feeling is still there and the possibility for growth is also there, you just have to attract his attention. Then wait and see what happens next. Line 23.6 does indeed hold a lot of potential for the future, so start cultivating if you want something to come of this.

 

[kdedeaux4]

Thank you Willowfox!
Think I'll try to just take it slow and easy....and cross my fingers for the best...I think you said (before) prob nothing till 2010 or so anyway....
So, maybe it's a great opportunity to strengthen my patience?

Thank you so much for responding!!! I'm so glad to hear it's better than I originally thought

 

[kdedeaux4]

Willowfox

I asked IC how I could best attact this man's attention (especially from so far away!) and IC said 39.4 to 31...
Will you help me out with that interpretation? Or anyone really? What might that mean in the context of my question?
Thank you so very much!

 

[willowfox]

Well, there seems to be a problem here and it suggests that you wait until someone can help you overcome whatever the problem is, perhaps it is indeed the distance) then you can either visit or send some little love emails.

 

[kdedeaux4]

Yes..awwww...he seems fairly interested in communicating with me, yes....but at the same time I sense some hesitation or holding back to get closer (he's delightful - this is just a "feeling" I'm getting). He's asked me to visit in August...I was very excited about that, but then kinda wanted to make sure (as much as anyone can make sure of anything..lol) that I'm not just chasing some silly childhood fantasy and setting myself up for more disappointment....I've had enough of that for awhile now
Just want to be realistic about this and not revert to childish 6th grade fantasies and irrational hopes of something that just might be a ridiculous thought altogether......?
Soooo hard to know sometimes!!?!
Thank you Willowfox...I really appreciate all your help and insight!!