Stay or leave? 29.5.6 to 4 or 34.2.4 to 36

[Flowing like water]

Hi everybody,

I would need some help to interpret these lines.
I've been living in Rome since 4 years, trying to work in the film industry as a film editor or a film editor assistant.
I did many steps during these years and improved my working situation. Now, I reached an impasse again. As a freelance video maker it's almost two months I'm not working despite I did work a lot in the past 7 months. I believe (and trust) it will pass. However, I never know how my job will evolve. In this time, I did some applications and looked for new contacts, in Rome and abroad. At the moment, I'm still waiting for answers and hopefully some good news.

I did an application for a job (an internship position by the way) as an film editor assistant in Berlin. I haven't heart from them yet, because many people are applying and it's a competitive position despite it's an internship (because the Production House is a very well known one). Either way, I'm looking for other opportunities in Berlin. Rome is the right place for the film industry, but in my country you can work only through contacts, no way to send a CV to someone. Everywhere, the film industry is competitive, but if you find an opportunity abroad, at least they will consider your profile and you have more chances to grow then.
I also love traveling and living abroad (I did in the past many times), but this time I will move only if I find an opportunity first.

So I asked:
What's about my job if I stay in Rome?
29.5.6 to 4

What's about my job if I move to Berlin?
34.2.4 to 36

The second reading looks to be much better, I'm not sure if my wish to leave and experience something new together with my desire to reach my goal (working in the film industry, now I'm mainly working as a video maker) had influenced my cast.

Line 6 of 29 worries me a lot, saying that before 3 years, I won't reach my aim. Am I wrong?

The second reading looks very promising, but not sure I would do the right thing by leaving Rome. I spent 4 years here to find stability (I'm also looking to buy a small apartment, but at the moment nothing happens about this. I should first sell my apt in my home town, but no one interested till now).

I wonder if I have to be patient and stay where I am or if I should make a change, not fear and look for opportunities there.
The second reading looks like I might be successful in my job if I find a way to move there.

So, I'd also asked: Chances for being selected as an intern at xxx in Berlin. 23.6 to 2
The 6th line is a tricky one to me. It says:
6. Shows its subject (as) a great fruit which has not been eaten. The superior man finds (the people again) as a chariot carrying him. The small men (by their course) overthrow their own dwellings.*

I found different interpretations. Hex 23 is about stripping away something old and line 6th puzzles me about its meaning. In my question, what's the fruit which han not been eaten? Is it also saying that something good might emerge from stripping away?
I cannot understand if the uneaten fruit is this internship (I won't be selected) or is it the opportunity I couldn't find where I am but, once stripping away (leaving Rome) I might find something new in Berlin (being selected as an intern)?

23.6 changes to hex 2, which might mean being ready to receive (the seed from the fruit) and start a new life.

Any insight or help in my readings? What would you suggest me? To stop thinking about moving from Rome or to push forward this idea by looking for more opportunities there?

Thanks for your help. I'm really striving to find my way into this industry.

 

[my_key]

What's about my job if I stay in Rome?
29.5.6 to 4

Staying in Rome, your job will feel like a place where although you feel ill at ease there will also be a sense of knowing what to expect and how to further mature in this environment. (4) Within this environment you will be asked to repeatedly face the things that unsettle you (29) and have to find ways to ride the roller coaster that this job and location will produce in your life.

Specifically you are being directed to look at

29.5 - better ways of organising your approach or being creative about how you go after the work that is out there waiting for you to find it. Think what changes you can make to fill your cup more fully.

29.6 - Also be very clear that if you carry on as you are now the culmination of it all will be that you become trapped. You are unaware and not seeing things as clearly as you might and now is the time to dispel illusions.

29 calls for sacrifices to be made. 29.6 -Make the right sacrifices and you won't miss what you are aiming for.

What's about my job if I move to Berlin?
34.2.4 to 36

Moving to Berlin, your job will be a place and an environment where you feel to start with as if you are overwhelmed even to the point of being ostracised or punished (36). Perhaps a place where a new broom can sweep clean. To progress here you will first need to slow down and take stock in order to find a peaceful base within that will allow you to gather your strength (34). Here you will be faced with finding your own sense of value and worth which may be helped through spreading your insight, knowledge, and other riches to those around you.

34.2 - Here is the line of inner rebalancing. Focusing on your inner workings rather than being tossed around by your outer workings will provide the impetus that you need to make this job a success. You can make it what you want it to be.

34.4 - Here as you step forward into your new world with honour and self respect. You'll have to work hard but through your own efforts you will be able to find the breakthrough that you are looking for.

So, I'd also asked: Chances for being selected as an intern at xxx in Berlin. 23.6 to 2

Here you are being held within a place of flexibility - be open to all possibilities (2). Something is rotten in your world (23) and you are being faced with a situation now that you can if you choose strip that out. You are being asked to trust yourself and build your own character and positive qualities in a way that will be beneficial to you and all around you.

23.6 - carries a message that you have not yet eaten the scrumptious new fruit being offered to you. Eating the fruits of your actions will bring rewards for you - there is a golden carriage awaiting your climbing on board.
If you miss climbing aboard then you can easily fall back into old ways and more of the same old, same old.

Looking at these as a whole Yi might be saying something like: Your current way of seeing things is not helpful to yo. Choices are in front of you and which you make will require sacrifice in one way or another. You are clear about your dream and not so about the risks or paths you are prepared to take in order to realise that dream.

... or it might mean nothing at all like this for you

Good Luck

 

[Flowing like water]

Staying in Rome, your job will feel like a place where although you feel ill at ease there will also be a sense of knowing what to expect and how to further mature in this environment. (4) Within this environment you will be asked to repeatedly face the things that unsettle you (29) and have to find ways to ride the roller coaster that this job and location will produce in your life.

Specifically you are being directed to look at

29.5 - better ways of organising your approach or being creative about how you go after the work that is out there waiting for you to find it. Think what changes you can make to fill your cup more fully.

29.6 - Also be very clear that if you carry on as you are now the culmination of it all will be that you become trapped. You are unaware and not seeing things as clearly as you might and now is the time to dispel illusions.

29 calls for sacrifices to be made. 29.6 -Make the right sacrifices and you won't miss what you are aiming for.

Moving to Berlin, your job will be a place and an environment where you feel to start with as if you are overwhelmed even to the point of being ostracised or punished (36). Perhaps a place where a new broom can sweep clean. To progress here you will first need to slow down and take stock in order to find a peaceful base within that will allow you to gather your strength (34). Here you will be faced with finding your own sense of value and worth which may be helped through spreading your insight, knowledge, and other riches to those around you.

34.2 - Here is the line of inner rebalancing. Focusing on your inner workings rather than being tossed around by your outer workings will provide the impetus that you need to make this job a success. You can make it what you want it to be.

34.4 - Here as you step forward into your new world with honour and self respect. You'll have to work hard but through your own efforts you will be able to find the breakthrough that you are looking for.


Here you are being held within a place of flexibility - be open to all possibilities (2). Something is rotten in your world (23) and you are being faced with a situation now that you can if you choose strip that out. You are being asked to trust yourself and build your own character and positive qualities in a way that will be beneficial to you and all around you.

23.6 - carries a message that you have not yet eaten the scrumptious new fruit being offered to you. Eating the fruits of your actions will bring rewards for you - there is a golden carriage awaiting your climbing on board.
If you miss climbing aboard then you can easily fall back into old ways and more of the same old, same old.

Looking at these as a whole Yi might be saying something like: Your current way of seeing things is not helpful to yo. Choices are in front of you and which you make will require sacrifice in one way or another. You are clear about your dream and not so about the risks or paths you are prepared to take in order to realise that dream.

... or it might mean nothing at all like this for you

Good Luck

Hi Mike, thanks so much for your insight. What you said touched me a lot.
I know that I will need to make sacrifices to enter this world, whatever I choose.
I'm not afraid of facing challenges or sacrifices.
It's tiring for sure, but what scares me more is that I know I haven't found a way to deal with this environment, I don't really have a strategy and I cannot find one. I know my way of seeing things is not helpful, but I don't really understand what I should do, where I am wrong. Maybe in my approach, but I don't know what needs to be changed or done. That's my problem.
I also know I should trust myself more and build my inner strength. I work on this daily.

However, if I would only know what I should change in my approach and discover how I might see clearer what needs to be done it would help me a lot.

Looking at your comments, if I could I'd choose Berlin. Despite I love Rome, I have already build a network there (that needs to grow more) and I have some very good friends, I would love to move to another place abroad if I have an opportunity.

I asked many times Yi, if I will be selected for the internship. I could never understand its answer. I probably need to wait, but I'd love so much to know if I will have this opportunity or not. Maybe another one, because there aren't so many I can find from my country.

I need to wait patiently, I need to work on my inner world, I need to find a strategy. Not easy tasks however, especially the first and the last ones. Do you think I might ask Yi what I'm doing wrong or what I'm not seeing clearly? A question helping me to struggle less and find a new way of seeing or doing things differently...

Thank you Mike for your feedbacks!! So great

 

[my_key]

Do you think I might ask Yi what I'm doing wrong or what I'm not seeing clearly? A question helping me to struggle less and find a new way of seeing or doing things differently...

Any one can ask Yi anything. Whether you do or not is entirely your choice. Ask one, both or neither of these questions that's all in your power to decide.