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I did ask a follow up Q and 59 came up again!
I asked: What is going on in my body now re. the anti-depressants?
59.2,3,4 > 33
59.2 could be indicating that inside I was in danger (which I really felt last week) and they are supporting me so I don't dissolve completely
59.3 'under certain circumstances a man's work may become so difficult that he can no longer think for himself... he must dispense what the self gathers about it to serve as a barrier against others' (and that is exactly what I've been doing! Not trusting not being able to be open and communicative with anyone, even family sometimes. Also I have been getting stressed out by my work-load and feeling the pressure - but today I feel more relaxed about it and able to cope!)
Line 4 I'm not sure how it relates but maybe it's about distancing myself from my old ways..
And hex 33 > the bad chemicals, hormones, thoughts are in retreat!? Being dissolved? Dispersing to ice to water? So that I flow in multiple directions not just one (negative) one...
That is how I feel about them at the moment, so I'm going to stick with them. I've seen them do wonders for my cousin too, even though her life continues not to be perfect, she has now got hope, enthusiasm and self-belief - and so is taking action to change her life, when before she just didn't bother.
Thanks so much again everyone
I am going to maintain my awareness of becoming dependent ect, but the side effects are much less noticable today, and I do feel happier - and I think I can sense that the little things that bring joy to others are getting their power back for me too, and less hopelessness. Even actually, remembering good times I've had rather than dredging up mistakes and regrets.
Anyway, we'll see how it goes
:bows:
Em, I didn't know you had this thread going... but this reading seems to be a positive one.I asked: What is going on in my body now re. the anti-depressants?
59.2,3,4 > 33
Re the readings, looks like you are half in, half out of the hedge (34.6). You want to charge on through but you can't you have to wait, do a bit of wiggling, ie make little adjustments. Actually I see 34.6 as descibing where you are. You've begun a course of action you aren't entirely sure about...going back isn't an option, going forward seems troublesome also. Accept you are sort of in an in between phase right now, try to relax, things will get far less complicated if you just stay where you are for now doing what you're doing.
Re the 15.1 i think thats a call for simple action. I really couldn't say if it means take them in the morning, I'd rather see it as follow what the dr tells you on this...
He may of course just tell you this is an adjustment period and after a while of taking them in the morning you won't feel drowsy anymore..hmm that would pretty much be like the rams position in the thorn bushes.
Also as with following any medical instruction theres a degree of surrender to the advice given. We consciously have to make a choice whether we are going to trust...or not. There are studies that show patients who are committed to a course of treatment, (ie they decide to put doubts aside and really give it a try) actually get the most benefit from that treatment
15.1 might be a reminder that many many people suffer from what you do,, these drugs have been developed especially for this, in that respect theres a degree of humility in making this personally as least complex as possible. You have a known illness, theres some help available.., doing that simply (15.1) following the instruction is the way forward. I'm not at all sure i made sense there...but whats new 36 is the context, the background...you are 'injured' in a sense...anyway thats nothing to worry about as 15.1 is the main focus of the answer IMO.
You are in retreat (H33), which is a strategic retreat. Retreat is not running away, it is gathering strength to fight other battles. In H59.2, you are dispersing, fleeing to your support and regrets vanish. If this drug has become support, excellent! In H59.3, you are leaving behind the heaviest part of yourself, and psychologically, this is what we want. In H59.4, dispersing gains the high ground, where ordinary thinking does not go.
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