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The Deciding Trip hex 41 to hex 19

brainfloat

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I'm going to fly to my boyfriends state on Wednesday for a few day..I'll be bringing him his stuff and hell be giving me my things back. This trip will either be a dreadful goodbye..or a rebirth And I know that's getting in over my head. I just want to see if there is anything left..a connection that I'm positive isn't in my head. That look in his eyes of recognition that he sees me and we have something. Though our downfall has basically been my fault..I just didn't know myself and I was really codependant..I don't want to hold on out of my own guilt but I'm really really really hoping there's something there..I wanna feel that were working in the same frequency and that we really accept each other. I just always lived in my own head so I'm pushing myself to see what's truley there.So I guess its a test. Its the most terrifying thing for me..its more pressure than I think i can handle because I have to make a decision to never see someone again who is the only person who really knows me.
He really loves me, I questions if were compatible though..thinking of not having him feel like I'm floating in space with nothing to hold onto..I feel like its impossible that I could ever let anyone into my inner world after him..I let him in instantly.it was just natural.
Might have been my own young desperation though..something feels so wrong about us..but something feel completely right too.

I asked " what do I need to focus on during my trip?"
I got hex 41..line 6 changing to hex 19
Id really appreciate some insight guys
 

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41.6 warns, first, that you must be very careful on your trip to make it a success, and, secondly, that this trip beings a new period of activity and all beginnings are hard. But it does end well, as 19 is propitious for travel and for all human relations. I think you ought to enjoy this trip, as it probably going to be a chapter in your life.
 

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Thank you icastes..I really feel this page about turn..and I know it'll all change the day of my trip.
I have an infallible faith in life pretty much and I know I'll end up in a better place eventually especially because I feel in touch with myself for the first time in my life its just overwhelming
I just hope I don't get my hopes up lol
 

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