Truckie (cont.)

[goddessliss]

Hi,
Further to my thread about the tarot reader saying the truckie is the one for me - he is back home for a few days.
I do housekeeping for him when he is away working and usually he pays me by bank transfer but today he rang me and said he had the money with him and could I come around and collect it.
We had no plans to meet as basically he's keen to have a sexual relationship with no ties and I'm not open to that idea and we haven't quite moved from that to a comfortable sort of friendship yet.

What can I expect when meeting with x today Hex 43.1.4.5>46

Okay so Hex 46 to me means we are moving forward a little and Hex 43 also seems like we get a bit more comfortable friendship wise.
I am a bit funny about it all as I find myself very attracted to him when I see him and although I have managed to resist giving in, he doesn't make it easy, so mainly I just leave.

thks Liss xx

 

[goddessliss]

Well hung out with him for about an hour or so, I suppose he did a little flirting but not his usual and then all of a sudden he made excuses that he had other pressing things to do, gave me the money he owed me and said he didn't need me to do his housekeeping anymore and I left.

I sort of have a feeling that he spent the night with a woman last night although not at his place.

Anyway I asked how final is the end of my romantic relationship with x Hex 48.3.6>59

It looks to me llike the things I felt for him were all just an illusion(59) because I have so much to give the right person and I wasn't looking clearly Line 3 but now I have seen things clearly line 6.

 

[Trojina]

Hi,
Further to my thread about the tarot reader saying the truckie is the one for me - he is back home for a few days.
I do housekeeping for him when he is away working and usually he pays me by bank transfer but today he rang me and said he had the money with him and could I come around and collect it.
We had no plans to meet as basically he's keen to have a sexual relationship with no ties and I'm not open to that idea and we haven't quite moved from that to a comfortable sort of friendship yet.

What can I expect when meeting with x today Hex 43.1.4.5>46

Okay so Hex 46 to me means we are moving forward a little and Hex 43 also seems like we get a bit more comfortable friendship wise.I am a bit funny about it all as I find myself very attracted to him when I see him and although I have managed to resist giving in, he doesn't make it easy, so mainly I just leave.

thks Liss xx

Puzzled by this as theres nothing very comfortable about 43 or the lines you got...it seems more like his decision to part, to quit

 

[goddessliss]

Thks trojan - well yeah it was his decision to quit, he really gave no indication he was still interested romantically in any way and said thks for your help in sorting my house out for me but no don't want you to help any more. When I asked him how come he didn't just transfer the money he said he knew he would be home to give it to me (even though it took a week for him to get back to home).

I don't know ,sometimes he sends me txt msges that says he's interested and rings me and then I don't hear from him for ages and then he gets in touch again and when he comes home he is the same - runs 'hot and cold'.
I have made it very clear to him more than once that I am very interested in building a relationship with him and he has said he wants the same thing but then backs away again. But I will not make it a sexual relationship until he stops running with this 'hot and cold' thing and It actually seems like if it's not sexual he has no idea what else to do.
So.....looks like either he's found someone else, no longer interested or is at a total loss so figures it is better to walk away. xx

 

[goddessliss]

Oh sorry I see you were asking why I think Hex 43 was comfortable - can't remember now, that's why I don't like interpreting my own - too much wishful thinking.

 

[Trojina]

FWIW I think you are wise not to settle for something second best ...

 

[goddessliss]

Thankyou :bows: for confirmation I am doing the right thing.

I was just about to post that, this man has taught me not to settle for anything less than I deserve (which is the best) like I have done in the past. I do not have to read my previous posts of the last 18 months to know I had been doing myself a diservice in relationships in the past.

I am far from happy that once again it has turned into a non-relationship but what I have noticed is he is not abusive nor oversteps boundaries I have put up - he is definitely a man of integrity even if a somewhat disinterested, confused one.

Trojan I always appreciate your input because you always help me make sense of things I am unsure about. I don't have anyone I can 'bounce' things off impartially because of course all my friends are on 'my side'.