two readings

[alev]

looking for a little bit of help on two readings I did that seem to contradict each other...

first question was Do I have anything to worry about X in regards to my relationship with S? 61.4 --->10
the "team horse goes astray" made me think most definately I do. X being an attractive new co-worker of his
but thinking that this just may be my female paranoia acting up I also asked Are my fears about X justified? 46.3--->7
pushing upward into an emtpy city made me think that no they are not justified, there are no obstructions at all
maybe I am not fulling understanding the first reading, I have actually received that line before in good circumstances but in a different context. Can anyone help with me look at these and gain some clarification? :bows:

 

[steve]

Hi There

I see this as Yi saying not making a big deal about this and try to be humble and go about your business and if you take this in context with your other question it tends to confirm it. You could be the team horse and its you who should not go astray as you are in the real team.
So you dont seem to have anything worry about according to the line

Thats what I see anyway

Steve

PS I can see why you may have seen the lines that way its strange how much our emotions cloud our clarity, i think it was the word astray that fired you up.
I could imagine myself doing that, what astray who is going astray?

 

[alev]

Thank you Steve,
you are so right, I saw the word "astray" and panicked!!! LOL
It funny, even as I did those readings I knew that X isn't the issue here, my insecurity is when it takes over like this. But even being conscious of it sometimes isn't enough to squash it! The good news is, so far no issues

 

[steve]

LOL

Steve