Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
We did finally talk in person recently, I just went over to her place, and at least there was some validation of what we had had. But she seems to be most focused on finding her own peace, and I don't seem to fit in the picture, she knew I had kids but she wants her freedom now, etc. I asked if our relationship - or lack thereof now - was just something that can't be changed.
The iChing gave me 17.1.5.6 > 35.
The path ahead is strewn with blessings? Somehow this seems way too optimistic to refer to her and myself. Wait for a sign? Well when we were together, the spirit did manifest in obvious, even intrusive signs. Scared her a bit, obvious attention from the invisible world she doesn't really want, but signs and synchronicities would just appear when we were together. And when I am so inspired the music just comes.
I have had some pretty hurt feelings that I have been trying to move on from since she ruthlessly ended us. There are others with an interest in me. But if there is still something possible with her, the truth is I would regret not risking having my world turned upside down by her again. I don't want to be obsessive, push too hard - but the thing is for me it was love at first sight - which she doesn't believe in at all.
This is a very unusual place for me to be in, I have never had this happen before. I have loved others, but never like this. I could use some help guys. Thanks.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).