Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
But panic solutions are not good solutions
Hey,
ok so I guess it's definitely a hopeless case - I mean I now feel so closed off to them after the way they treated me that night that I don't have the energy to even pretend - I couldn't join in any sort of 'party' atmosphere feeling like this!
Thing is now I've seen a couple of them and they've been nice - y'know but just surface conversation really.. But I can't start doubting that they basically were bullying me that night, and behind my back, because I remember how upset I felt! I can't start thinking I've over reacted...
So ok the wheels are in motion, the vessel is leaking, there is nothing for it but to look for somewhere else asap and then tell them I'm leaving.... I can see no ther solution - it is that bad - come what may - I'll just be 'losing' friends I guess I never had in the first place.
Thanks all
Then again, if I bring it up now it may be sometime before I leave - which would be uncomfortable unless they are happy with the idea - but they may feel that I have slighted them? I don't know - does the answer suggest again to make steps towards physically leaving? I'm sorry to go on about this, but i feel I am going against myself by staying.. but I really don't want to make enemies here....
Thanks
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).