45 un or 57.2,3,4>12

[dragona]

Greetings everybody, has anybody encountered this casting relating as a guidance for future plans?
Not that I dare plan anything since just found out that after all I have to do about keeping, selling and dividing profits with co-owner of the flat, I will not be left with enough money to buy a smaller place for me, no matter how modest it would be (unless getting something out of shape or far away from town).
Since I have no income, no job, no financial aid allowed or will to compromise from the other seller, I am quite distraught.
After many sad things that had passed, I quietly hoped for a new beginning in a new, pretty place and now it is not likely to happen.
Not that I crave ownership of any kind, but renting is not profitable and there is nothing safe to invest here in order to profit etc.(in case someone wonders)
First gotten 45 unchanged for asking I think where will I live after selling this apartment and for clarification what will happen - 57.2,3,4 into 12.

2.You seem at a loss to correct your inner problems. Be aware that help is available. Whether you prefer priest or psychiatrist, either can help you resolve this matter to your satisfaction. Yes, I am totally without any will to do anything, even things I look forward to, nothing seems to matter.

3.Excessive deliberations and planning can absorb so much energy from an endeavor that none is left for action. This brings doubt and impotence.
True, now it feels even worse, wasted time and energy on futile planning.
4.Success will come from the resolution of conflicts raging within you. Guilt and anxiety will dissipate, freeing up a large amount of energy for you to devote to the tasks at hand.
Sort your priorities, get ur sh*t together.... easier said than done.

I think Yi is always about NOW so kinda think it boils to the above because my present state is very bad.
But there are experts who tend to see way deeper into reading that I can. I am sorry for not being here lately, but there are times when one feels like that.
Thanks for possible interpretation and good wishes from me :hugs:

 

[pocossin]

Where will I live after selling this apartment?
45 unchanging

Maybe a spot near a lake (from trigrams). 45 is the hexagram of the temple, the abode of ancestral spirits. Maybe you should return to the home place of your ancestors -- if there is employment there. Since there is no doubt that you will need to move, why not seek a better environment?

 

[dragona]

Funny, I did not think of an actual location as the answer. My first thought was a community shelter or something
My ancestors are my parents, I suppose.... somehow I do not see that happening.
I think this was about gathering my own resources, fighting for myself, basically.

 

[pocossin]

My ancestors are my parents, I suppose.....

And before them? You are in a town, I think. Where did your ancestors live before moving to that town?

 

[dragona]

Yes, town by the sea. I do not like to move away because the location is good. How far back ancesters can really go?....I think it would take me to rural environment, nearby country perhaps which would not really open my horizons....misery lives we live here.

 

[pocossin]

Why not visit that place by bus and look around for opportunities? Many coastal towns are now flourishing resorts. But maybe you mean that your current location is by the sea?

 

[dragona]

yes, the latter. this used to be industrial town and a big harbor due to its perfect position. deteriorating economy did its job well tho. my parents were from different parts of the country, nothing appealing there, country life, not very stimulating not rich in opportunities either.

 

[pocossin]

What about work at a ski resort during the winter?