what is inside his heart for me? 46.1.6 to 26

[petra33]

Hi dear friends;
someone that I use to like a lot (and in some ways I still love), just left our town.. I don't know if I will meet him again.. In some ways is up to me to keep in touch.. a few days before to say to him "bye", I had this toss (about what is inside his heart for me):

46.1.6 to 26

For sure I know that this is not "our time", we need to tidy up our own lives and then maybe we will start something..somewhere, somehow..

the distance is good for both (I can say necessary).. but I still don't understand if for him it's just sexual attraction or if he feels something more (and he didn't know how or won't to show me it).. I know that now it is quite a point less question, but I still need to clarify my mind about my feelings and my fear to be refused: if this story didn't work out it is also because of this fear.
Thanks a lot and all the best to all )

 

[solivini]

I think it shows positive feelings for you. Something like, his feelings are always pushing upward, even in the dark.
LiSe's says:
Line 1:Really ascending. Greatly auspicious.
Line 6: Shadowy ascent. Harvest: unceasing determination.

So perhaps it means that his feelings are always growing upward even in the dark or apart from you and they have to be restrained to an extent because he was leaving/left.

 

[petra33]

thanks a lot for your reply...hopefully this toss is promissing....I just wish that during this time in which we are far each other, we find out to tidy up our mind...
all the best to all!