My newly discovered paranormality

cutiecat · Jul 20, 2010

i see. I'm not looking to become a professional reader for people, I'm just playing with it now. If it stay s with me I'll use whatever abilities I may have for myself to size up people and situations better and may be to do some healing on the side as i was told i have extreme capacity for that...I'm yet to discover it. For now i seem to pick up the most painful, emotional or important themes of peoples lives at present or past - children, pets, money, spouses...This seems to be my gift for now, plus many facts around that. but I will never do it professionally, it's just not me. May be my idea of medschool is related to this healing (as I was told ) portion of me. i asked one person - who is a healer and telepath himself if i should go to med school now woth my newly discovered ability - he said no, you do not need it, you can do it now without this degree, naturally. i'm trying to do it for myself and my mom. i suspect my telepathy is just an adjunct gift to healing. Not sure yet. and yes today i made a huge mistake, i saw a girl and i thought she is fighting with her boyfriend and later i learnt from her that she was crying about her mom who passed away. bu i was right on the money in 5 other cases.

arabella · Jul 20, 2010

Suggest that, if this thread continues with speculation on whether Cutiecat has telepathy or not, it should be moved to Open Space as this isn't about a iChing reading.

cutiecat · Jul 20, 2010

may be you guys can help me out here as i asked Yi to give me an advice about my newly found abilities and got 59.1 to 61. What is he advice here?

arabella · Jul 20, 2010

You are far overestimating either your capabilities or the significance of what you are experiencing [hex 59.1]; this is where truth [hex 61] breaks down and your interpretation of events causes problems, both for you and others. If you want to be a healer, learn how to do it, don't guess. Essential healing potential is the province of everyone. Spiritual healing potential resides in very few and, if you had it, it wouldn't be hidden from you. Everyone has telepathy of a certain dimension. If yours seems suddenly accentuated, don't learn to rely on that, it could leave as easily as it came and it is obviously random and of limited use. If you want truth, stick to the facts and let go of utter fantasy. Otherwise, warn everybody you advise or attempt to heal that this is a "game" that you are "playing" with and for entertainment purposes only.

Trojina · Jul 20, 2010

arabella said:
You are far overestimating either your capabilities or the significance of what you are experiencing [hex 59.1]; this is where truth [hex 61] breaks down and your interpretation of events causes problems, both for you and others. If you want to be a healer, learn how to do it, don't guess. Essential healing potential is the province of everyone. Spiritual healing potential resides in very few and, if you had it, it wouldn't be hidden from you. Everyone has telepathy of a certain dimension. If yours seems suddenly accentuated, don't learn to rely on that, it could leave as easily as it came and it is obviously random and of limited use. If you want truth, stick to the facts and let go of utter fantasy. Otherwise, warn everybody you advise or attempt to heal that this is a "game" that you are "playing" with and for entertainment purposes only.

(off topic but wanted to say...)I disagree with underlined since i would say noone possesses healing ability..infact its not an 'ability' at all...one doesn't possess it one is merely a channel for it, a pipe for the universal juice so to speak...hence of course its bizarre IMO to have an ego trip over it and to imagine you possess it like a qualification or something. For some it comes more easy for sure perhaps because they are clearer channels or perhaps merely because it it their dao (if thats the right word)...i mean path. Everyone has some healing ability, if you hurt any part of your body the first thing you do is hold it or rub it. It isn't something to learn of itself either although there are things to learn about it and how you use it to a degree but really healing is not dependent or should not be dependent at all on your own wishes...its not for the healer to decide. You are just the channel to pass on what is for the highest good , you won't know what that is..it may even be death. What i kind of agree with you on is if you are channeling healing energy CC, whatever you call it and you ask for help or guidance (in a spiritual sense) you will most certainly get it in some form or another...hence any anxiety of possessing either healing abilities or clairvoyant abilities is pretty surplus to requirements IMO....probably just the ego admiring itself. I'm not generally anti ego but i really can't see the sense in people getting all uptight about what they think are all their own 'powers'. You can't channel healing without some of it sticking to the pipe, ie you....and because its a 'spiritual' energy for want of better word, then there are certainly many (spiritual) 'agencies' all around to assist. If you are healing rather than thinking of yourself as the very gifted one with all the powers remember the reality is you are more in a serving position, it doesn't belong to you, you can't take credit for it..and if you are serving something greater than yourself then there won't be room for anxiety. Knowing that you don't own healing power is one of the first things most schools of healing say....

CC if you now possess all these 'powers' can you not answer all your own questions ? What is the use of knowing about everyone elses life if you are still depending on others to tell you all about your own. I mean if you have been suddenly granted these powers you'd think you'd get a bit of insight into your own life too...but you still need people here to answer you ?

Maybe you should just stop focusing on it, especially as it being 'all about you' and instead just focus on helping people where you can without imposing 'help' on them if they don't want it

If you can use your new found abilities over the phone I'm sure someone here would love a free reading from you in return for the readings you received here ? If not a reading they could give you feedback ? Must be worth the price of a phone call for someone ?

59 ? Dispersing all the ego thoughts around this would help because that would dissolve the fears too

cutiecat · Jul 20, 2010

Arabella, thanks a lot. I'm not overestimating anything, I'm freaking out. I mean how can you not if one day you wake up and able to know things about people. It's freaky! Healing part - i wanted to be a doctor all my life, yet I've never made a step i that direction.

Bamboo, you never answered. Was I off? Please let me know as it seems to work only in close proximity or over the phone. But I definetely felt something about your husband as a important theme for you.

cutiecat · Jul 20, 2010

Trojan thanks for you interesting post. Yes you are right I seem to offer help where not needed, thats why I'm thinking being a medical doctor would give me a proper framework for my intuition that is currently heighted to this level. Reading? We can try, I guess. I have a massage therapist - obviosuly she touches me and I know a lot about her now, family, dreams, relationships. feelings, past present...it works best when people touch me, it seems. But sure just for fun we can try to do over the phone. Also I find of I force it it seems to be not as powerful, it comes spontaneusly to me.

So over the phone I need to have just a conversation about something and things start coming to me.

And yes what a true observation even with my "powers" or intuition I'm still searching for external opinions and ideas. You are very right. I think thats because I'm so used to do it all my life, I bascially do not trust myself, may be my intuition heighted to that extent now to finally force me to trust myself. I'm so used to listen to the opinions of others and build my life around them, that i lost myself completely. In fact for a while I was praying to return back to myself, and this happened, may be I had these abilities all along suppressed, I was very skeptical and non-believing, My mom told me that I used to kiss all the trees around me.

May be I could feel them before.

Trojina · Jul 20, 2010

cutiecat said:
Arabella, thanks a lot. I'm not overestimating anything, I'm freaking out. I mean how can you not if one day you wake up and able to know things about people. It's freaky! Healing part - i wanted to be a doctor all my life, yet I've never made a step i that direction.

Bamboo, you never answered. Was I off? Please let me know as it seems to work only in close proximity or over the phone. But I definetely felt something about your husband as a important theme for you.

if its freaking you out its perfectly simple ! You ask in your mind for the capacity to be closed down, or even half closed down as you can't handle it.

I have never known this not work and sometimes I get all kinds of 'visitors' as i found I have some mediumistic capacity (as many do)...but sometimes its too much and i don't understand it and I don't want to 'see' or hear what I do see and hear...and I have been told that once those in spirit know you can hear them they are very keen to talk ! But that doesn't mean you have to listen. All mediums say they would go crazy if they were 'open' all the time..so they always say to be clear you are in control of that kind of stuff to a degree, since you have an earth life to be living too and your own business to attend to.

So its a simple 2 step thing and accords with 59.1

step 1. dissolve the whole ego thing around it (59)
step 2. rescue yourself (59.1) by asking for the intensity of it to be toned down somewhat

willowfox · Jul 20, 2010

cutiecat said:
may be you guys can help me out here as i asked Yi to give me an advice about my newly found abilities and got 59.1 to 61. What is the advice here?

The advice seems to be loud and clear, use what you have, psy power, to help others in need, to give them truth and understanding.

bamboo · Jul 20, 2010

cutie cat, for me you were way off...i kind of agree with what was said above, it is an ego trip to get so enamored by the idea that you have powers...imo also, those powrs are inherent in all of us and also very much a part of THIS life, as opposed to NEXT life, becayse I dont think consciounesss differentiates between NOW and THEN, or Later, or 'next life'..its all now....and it is perhaps a prvilege to know things, but it i also very humbling to know your filter can distort knowing, thus never be so sure....and first and foremost, one needs to be cleaningup their own life .....

cutiecat · Jul 20, 2010

ok, thanks for the feedback , probably it does not work thru the impersonal contact then

arabella · Jul 20, 2010

bamboo said:
cutie cat, for me you were way off...i kind of agree with what was said above, it is an ego trip to get so enamored by the idea that you have powers...imo also, those powrs are inherent in all of us and also very much a part of THIS life, as opposed to NEXT life, becayse I dont think consciounesss differentiates between NOW and THEN, or Later, or 'next life'..its all now....and it is perhaps a prvilege to know things, but it i also very humbling to know your filter can distort knowing, thus never be so sure....and first and foremost, one needs to be cleaningup their own life .....

The reason I say telepathy is primarily for the next life is because my belief says that the next life will consist of out of body telepathic communication by means of light and music. So, to have it here may be alright, but it's so indefinite and you're in it mostly alone. About as useful as legs to an unborn child. And, as Bamboo says, humbling more than elating. I agree with Trojan that we all are healers, as written previously in this thread in similar language to what she has just said.

Spiritual healing is also possible, provided by way of someone who is somehow stronger and more focused than the patient and able to transmit healing to them. That doesn't mean that the "healer" is doing something to cause the effect; they are merely a conduit, as Trojan pointed out. I don't know how it works, but I do know it's entirely possible because I've done it, which had nothing to do with any knowledge I've got or learned, it just happened, any number of times. Nobody told me it was possible or some talent, I just started praying in the midst of medical crisis and the impossible happened. That's been there since I can remember and I have no idea why. It couldn't be latent, or hidden, because I don't control it. There is no way of knowing when it will work, and when it won't. That's determined by God. I couldn't be a medical person if I wanted to, the whole subject of people's suffering is too sad for me, so interesting this healing possibility came up. My husband used to say it's empathic. Quien sabe.

The possibilities of spiritual healing, however, doesn't rule out the obvious benefits of medical science and the need to consult with those experts first and foremost. I don't know what you mean, Cutiecat, about doing "healing on the side."

Still thinking this thread belongs in the Open Space tho.

arabella · Jul 20, 2010

Trojan said: ...I disagree with underlined since i would say noone possesses healing ability..infact its not an 'ability' at all...one doesn't possess it one is merely a channel for it, a pipe for the universal juice so to speak

Please note, I didn't say healing ability, I said "potential" because so far as i know, you can't develop it, not the spiritual type anyway. So it's not a talent or ability, it's a possibility, it's the open door that healing can come through and why it's in that place or person nobody knows.

Trojina · Jul 20, 2010

arabella said:
Trojan said: ...I disagree with underlined since i would say noone possesses healing ability..infact its not an 'ability' at all...one doesn't possess it one is merely a channel for it, a pipe for the universal juice so to speak

Please note, I didn't say healing ability, I said "potential" because so far as i know, you can't develop it, not the spiritual type anyway. So it's not a talent or ability, it's a possibility, it's the open door that healing can come through and why it's in that place or person nobody knows.

i think everyone has the potential...why would they not have ? In some it will be much stronger...but i think in most people it becomes stronger the more it is is practised/used so yes it certainly can be developed...or ignored

Here in UK groups meeting to exchange healing of all kinds whether its reiki or 'spiritual' healing is pretty commonplace and is not at all considered something only a few can give.

You said in a previous post the healer had to be stronger or more focused than the patient which is a statement i also disagree with...The healer/healee division may be a false one..its just two people or more taking part in healing...

But then we may be defining 'healing' differently. I am not meaning it as making someone always recover from physical illness. healing can happen on very deep levels, emotional and spiritual even as a person is dieing...or will never get better in the physical sense. healing can happen on those levels even when someone remains physically very sick...so i don't think one can ever judge healing potentials or abilities by 'results'. Even though it may feel very tangible whilst happening...as you say, where and how it goes noone knows

arabella · Jul 20, 2010

trojan said:
i think everyone has the potential...why would they not have ? In some it will be much stronger...but i think in most people it becomes stronger the more it is is practised/used so yes it certainly can be developed...or ignored

Here in UK groups meeting to exchange healing of all kinds whether its reiki or 'spiritual' healing is pretty commonplace and is not at all considered something only a few can give.

You said in a previous post the healer had to be stronger or more focused than the patient which is a statement i also disagree with...The healer/healee division may be a false one..its just two people or more taking part in healing...

I do understand what you say and certainly can corroborate from what I've seen there are many "methods" of healing being developed in all quarters and, as you say, "practised." But I know best my own experience, which doesn't change regardless of being practised/used or not. What I know usually works best on patients who have tried everything and nothing is helping, they've been abandoned in treatment, or they are in a state of physical emergency with no medical explanation. In what I've known there is certainly a dimension that depends on the spiritual strength of the healer because if I'm in a down mood or unfocused it definitely doesn't work. What I am talking about isn't a method, it doesn't develop, nor does it improve with practice -- it's about prayer and, in my experience, it appeared full strength and all on it's own, the strength of it is "on" or "off," and not in my control at all.

bamboo · Jul 21, 2010

cutiecat said:
ok, thanks for the feedback , probably it does not work thru the impersonal contact then

see my PM, cutiecat. In fairness, you may be picking up something a long those lines. but removed from current focus. which again may be less about psychic ability then about random hits that anyone might make about fairly common experiences.

here is a question for you:

What did I see the other night that frightened me, and prompted my to take actiion today? just tell me keywords, images and flashes that come to mind. if you want

cutiecat · Jul 21, 2010

thanks for the feedback. At first i wrote that loosing your husband is painful for your and your kids (2?), but then I decided to leave the kids out of equation. So I was right, i pick emotional stuff from the past and present. i feel like a freak though. Today I think you saw rats, or something like that. It scared you. And I'm not a psychic. Please stop caliing me that. I refuse to be one, because I'm a very skeptical person myself. It's ironic that someone like myself would get abilites like that. the question arises though what to do. Help people? How? This is generic, plus why should I help people? Not many helped me. And does it exactly mean help people? As a doctor? And no, its not a random hit, For instance, I would never tell WF something in those lines, it does not apply to her at all. But for you it was a huge deal, now or before. So it does work over the Inet then to an extent? Interesting...

-CC

willowfox · Jul 21, 2010

cutiecat said:
Help people? How? This is generic, plus why should I help people? Not many helped me. And does it exactly mean help people? As a doctor? And no,

-CC

The line simply advises you to help others in whatever way you can.

Also very few people have ever helped me in this life but nevermind.

cutiecat · Jul 21, 2010

i knowm I feel bitter, Why should I kill myself for 7 years in a medschool...I should try my luck on the stock market instead and make some money before I go completey broke

willowfox · Jul 21, 2010

cutiecat said:
i knowm I feel bitter, Why should I kill myself for 7 years in a medschool...I should try my luck on the stock market instead and make some money before I go completey broke

Ah! But no one is advising you to go to med school, and I would not advise you to either. There are many ways in your case, seek and you will find. You just seem to be resisting all the time, and also trying to act defensively, strange, let go girl.

cutiecat · Jul 21, 2010

I'm resisting yes..I do not want to be a weirdo...In a framework of medicine at least I can become known as a good diagnostian or something...I have to go to med school or stock exchange...I crave public success i will never be satisfied with the local healer role. I have an analytical mind , i went to school and I want to use this intuition in the science setting. And I can be a witch on the weekend

WF thanks a lot for support! U r amazing!

willowfox · Jul 21, 2010

I'm a witch 24/7, no time off in my case.

bamboo · Jul 21, 2010

cutiecat said:
thanks for the feedback. At first i wrote that loosing your husband is painful for your and your kids (2?), but then I decided to leave the kids out of equation. So I was right, i pick emotional stuff from the past and present. i feel like a freak though. Today I think you saw rats, or something like that. It scared you. And I'm not a psychic. Please stop caliing me that. I refuse to be one, because I'm a very skeptical person myself. It's ironic that someone like myself would get abilites like that. the question arises though what to do. Help people? How? This is generic, plus why should I help people? Not many helped me. And does it exactly mean help people? As a doctor? And no, its not a random hit, For instance, I would never tell WF something in those lines, it does not apply to her at all. But for you it was a huge deal, now or before. So it does work over the Inet then to an extent? Interesting...

-CC

not necessarily. i mean divorce is very common, you could take any sampling of people and be right a good percentage of the time if you say something like "you lost your spouse" .........or you had a bad flu....or you lost a beloved pet.......I think you are no more psychic than the average person, truly. no I did not see rats, but that was contrived. Sometimes I watch sylvia browne on tv and I swear she does the same thing, makes random comments that could apply a good percentage of the time, and if they dont apply in the present, the person says "oh yeah, about xx years ago that DID happen..." if you had a really accurate hit about what is active in my life now, you couldve said some things very differnt, believe me.

and besides, think of FBI profilers, they are not psychic, but they can come up with a truly accurate description of a criminal before they know who he is...and why?because they are simply focused on their sensitivity to detail and to conglomerations of input.

people tell us who they are in multiple ways, none of it verbal, and we pic it up ALL THE TIME...did you ever read the book, "Blink" ? it is all about that...how almost 90% of what we "know" about people comes in instantaneous feelings, sensing...

what you seem to be experiencing is a focus on intuition or your "blink" mechanism, and it isnt scary or terribly different, except that maybe a lot of people dont focus on why they know or what they know. You are making it seem like you have been branded with some kind of burdensome gift, when really it is a part of the human condition.

arabella · Jul 21, 2010

Every person has a role, entirely of their own, and something important to say Cutiecat. Seems like your frustration is that you don't know your role, or can't decide and you are trying on so many ideas, being uncomfortable in your own skin. Medicine can't be it, healing can't be it, or you wouldn't think of Wall Street as a substitute. Money contributes nearly nothing to happiness, it's just a tool.

Whatever is your true role is an interest and responsibility like no other. My guess is that you don't feel loved or appreciated, and you desperately want to be. My advice to you is to stop worrying whether others give you enough attention, give some real nurturing to yourself. Rather than twisting and turning in torment over what feels an emotional abandonment give yourself a chance. As Willow Fox is saying, let go of the bitterness, see what shines through, and follow that light. Nobody needs fame to be happy, least of all healers. What do you offer, what can you offer, that makes YOU feel satsified? If it takes time, so what. Take a step, then another. You were born to do something. What is it? You don't have to guess. Start today doing something that makes you feel wonderful, that represents the best of you, even if it seems like it's not really a job, not really a money maker. In time, it can be. Make your job your happiness.

cutiecat · Jul 21, 2010

thanks arabella for your inspiring post. I'll need some time to think about it. I always had a problem to focus on one activity, I'm a jack-of-all-trades type of person, has nothing to do with feeling loved or appreciated

Bamboo, as I said probably it does not work as good impersonal. 'Cause believe me people in my city are freaking out when I start telling them things, they go "how do you know" and these things are very private or not generic at all. But anyways I'm not here to prove anything to anyone. I'm curious where can I finf like-minded people to develop these abilities further?

simon ian · Jul 21, 2010

You are already here.
Let it come to you. It always does.
It seems to like calm, balance. So prepare for its coming by making that part of you where it will reside calm and balanced.

cutiecat · Jul 21, 2010

To Rosada, the part you took out of my post was refering to myself! Not to anyone else ! I was talking of my own huge ego - wanting public success and stuff.

You misread my post. I was making fun of my own ego. Please be more attentive next time - it' will save you some effort. yes, i have a problem with one user here - this user is me. Would you like me to go to moderation to argue with myself?

arabella · Jul 21, 2010

cutiecat said:
thanks arabella for your inspiring post. I'll need some time to think about it. I always had a problem to focus on one activity, I'm a jack-of-all-trades type of person, has nothing to do with feeling loved or appreciated
Bamboo, as I said probably it does not work as good impersonal. 'Cause believe me people in my city are freaking out when I start telling them things, they go "how do you know" and these things are very private or not generic at all. But anyways I'm not here to prove anything to anyone. I'm curious where can I finf like-minded people to develop these abilities further?

My suggestion is that self-appreciation is critical. In a prior post you said nobody has ever helped you, that resonnates of being unloved. When you feel loved, bitterness doesn't usually enter into the mix. Before worrying about developing paranormal powers I'd fully develop my sense of self -- otherwise most talents are far less useful, maybe even destructive. What you have said here doesn't sound egotistical at all -- just confused.

cutiecat · Jul 22, 2010

I can see certain bitterness in my own statement, yes. And certainly there is lots of confusion thats true. But how does one develop a sense of self? Isn't it something that was supposed to develop during my life naturally?

simon ian · Jul 22, 2010

Especially now there are powers, that want to mould a persons "sense of self" in their own image.
Especially commercial, shallow materialist interests, that have an agenda pushing a false sense of self.
I fear most people, especially the young now, have no real authentic sense of self. It is drowned out and or erased by this false self that they think they are. All put there by ads and illusions, ego fuelled fantasies that are the creation of marketing, and "lifestyle" devils.
So a real sense of self is a damn sight harder than it sounds.

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